My Truth Lies

January 4th, 2021

"Harry Styles and Olivia Wilde Were Spotted Holding Hands at a Wedding

The first bad news of 2021 has arrived: Harry Styles is officially a taken man."

-harpers bazaar

"Exclusive photos: Olivia Wilde and Harry Styles are dating, seen holding hands"

- page six

"HARRY STYLES AND OLIVIA WILDE WE'RE A COUPLE NOW!!!Attend COVID-Safe Wedding Of Manager"

-TMZ

This is not how it started, but it's when the speculation began. The world only sees what we want it to see. even though the truth happened in front of everyones eyes, people chose to ignore it. at least some people.

I've seen fans say it's all a stunt for the "don't worry darling" movie, which Olivia is directing and Harry is starring on, while some of them think all of this is to hide Harry's relationship with former bandmate Louis Tomlinson.

Some of them were not wrong, let me just say it from the beginning, but they weren't exactly wright either.

This is when I come into this story. I remember seeing some clouds in the sky and hearing the traffic from outside my bedroom window. My silk sheets were softer then ever but i had to get up against my will.  I had my fruit salad for breakfast and went straight into yoga class. thats one of the benefits of living right next to the gym. i like to do yoga every morning to start my day. I know it sounds incredibly clichê, but it wakes me up and helps me connect to my body.

Once I got home and showered I went to work. Olivia was waiting for me for a fitting. She told me all about how in love her and Harry were since they started dating back in December. apparently things were getting serious and he was gonna meet her kids that afternoon. 

After Olivia, Harry was gonna have a fitting, so of course, loving gossip as much as I do, I had to make sure we were getting his point of view of this story. According to him, things had been actually great, however he was starting to catch feelings for someone else and he intended to end things before he met her kids. Which meant today.

For the first time I knew what was gonna happen before hand. What i hadn't figured out yet was who Harry was having feelings for, and I was invested now. Somehow having this amount information made me feel powerful yet powerless . There's just no way to explain it. It's the feeling of  knowing something more than everyone else, but yet you still have more questions and it leaves you breaking inside. 

As soon as I left the van I tried to write it all down. this feeling is so distinct that I believe it would be turned into an amazing song. People might think im crazy. I can imagine the headlines if I was famous. " Bella Wright photographed writing a new song on her car!!!". wouldn't it be a dream to be caught doing the most random things? that would mean I'd made it as an artist. 

Its a short one I know! but Im still trying to understand how Im gonna write this story. Ive had this idea in my mind for a long time and it was killing me that i wasn't writing it down. today I'm posting this first chapter to see how this goes. hope you all like it <3