A/N !!!!!!!!!! okay so i live in scotland and they way school works is diffrent so if i say 3rd year it means 9th grade and year 10 thank you and sorry for any confusion :D ~ emz
If you can't hang then, there's the door baby
If you can't hang then, there's the door baby
If you can't hang then, there's the door baby
If you can't hang then, there's the door
I don't wanna take your precious time
'Cause you're such a pretty, pretty, pretty, pretty face
But you turned into a pretty big waste of my time
I don't wanna take up all your time
'Cause you're such a pretty, pretty, pretty, pretty face
But you turned into a pretty big waste of my time
sleeping with sirens- if you cant hang filled the once peacful room, hence waking me from my sleep it was the first day back at school i was in 3rd year now and i was not looking forward to it ! I somehow managed to to drag myself out of bed and shuffle across the room to my mirror
'argh look at the state of me' my hair was all over my face and i had black under my eyes from the eyeliner i had left on last night, i quickly washed my face and tried to fix my hair,my side fringe was sitting awkwardly over one eye and my short shoulder length hair flicking out strangly hmmmmmm today is already starting badly i thought to myself as i put my uniform on.It was a grey skirt,white shirt and a blue and white tie, it was awful ! pulling on my red platform docs and grey backback i took one last look in the mirror to check my eyeline i was what people call an emo, just because i listen to half decent music and wear what i like and can actually show emotion but i didnt care i liked the way i was and with that thought i left for school
i got through the day without anything bad happening somehow and with erin,cassiday and aimee ( my bffs<3 ) in most of my classes it had almost been fun, almost.i made my way to my last class which was biology with mrs smith, sadly non eof my friends where in this class so i hoped to get a seat at the back alone.My prayers were not answerd as soon as i sat in my seat a boy whos name i think is matthew (he was in my music and history class) sat beside me he had longish sandy cloored hair which reached just past his ears, brown eyes which seemed to have a hint of red in them, slightly tanned skin and was about 3 inchs taller than me. he seemed friendly enough but i just wanted to be akone to be honest.
'hi I'm matthew, your emma-louise right'? i turned surprised he had even talked to me his voice was so cute and sweet and inviting
'erm yeah but most people call me emma' i said shyly. why am i being shy, i dont like talking to people but thats because most people annoy me not because I'm shy
an adorable smile crept onto his soft looking lips, wait why am i thinking like this he is just some guy i just met pull together emma i though quickly as i felt a blush slowly spred across my cheeks
'sooo emma whos your fav band ever ?! he asked excitedly
'erm id have to say sleeping with sirens,you me at six, all time low or mayday pardade, what about you' i said suddenly full if convidence
'erm i like skrillex and deadmou5e a bit diffrent from what you like ...' he said looking a little shy. i wonder why he would be shy, i quickly pushed the thought away though.
'actually i really like skrillex' i replied
a huge smile spread across his face 'omg thats awesome' ! and for the rest of the lesson we talked about music and i must say he began gowoin gon me he was really cute i think i had a little crush on him its just to bad he will never like me i thought sadly and with that last thought the bell rang. I packed my bag and went home today hasnt been to bad i supose i thought with a small smile as i thought about matthew
2 weeks
'heyyyyyyyyy bbzzzzzzzzz' i said to matthew as i walked into class over the past 2 week we have became really close we arent goign out if thats what you think we just kinda flirt i supose .... which trust me i am loving but its also annoying because i dont know if he actually likes me or is just playing with me argh !
'hey babes he said back how was your weekend' he said all this with a cute little wink, i felt my cheeks warm up as i began to blush 'erm good i supose how about you 'i half whisperd
he chuckled lightly, good, would have been better if you where with me though'
i smiled at this ' mmmm bet it would have been' i said back with a wink then burst out laughing he laughed along with me
'hey matthew why do you sit with that emo freak' sean called across the classroom, yep emo freak had been my nickname after the first day and yes it did annoy me but i had to put up with it and thats what i was doing
i say a frown spread across matthews face ' because unlike you she is fun to talk to and acually has this thing called a brain you idiot' matthew shouted back and seans amazing reply to this was whatever.
' you okay' ?
'mmm hmm' i replyed to the sweet voice i knew belonged to matthew. i then felt his hand slide under the table and hold mine my heart began to race and i forgot how to breathe for a moment i shyly looked up through my fringe to see his adorable smile on his face
' you look to cute when you blush emmypops' emmypop was his nickname for me which i did kinda like secretly but i would never tell him and of course he also made me blush more
he chuckled his adorable chuckle and let go of my hand to my sadness, 'we dont want you turning into a tomato now do we'
the rest of the day i just thought about what happend and had a smile on my face the whole day, except when i got called emo freak of course but i didnt really mind that much anymore.I made my way to the bus stop byt decided to go to the shop to buy a sweet and i just so happened to bumb into matthew
'hey emma, i was looking for you' i smiled at this but tried to hide it,dont want him thinking im crazy do we know !
'oh why' i asked trying not to show my excitment
he began to shuffle from foot to foot i began to get nervouse what if he didnt want to tal to me anymore, i mean i was surprised he even sat next to me that first day, i was the emo freak i couldnt really blame him if he didnt really like me.He must have seen i was sad because he held my had ( for the sencond time omg ! )
' i just wanted to fo this' for a moment i was confused then i understoon as his soft lips touched mine gently his hands wraping around my waist and mine around his neck he broke the kiss and looked down at me and blushed the nmummbled that he had to go home i just stood there in shock
Matthews pov
i leaned down and kissed her, her lips where so soft and felt so good aginst mine i saw her eyes shut and i did the same my arms wrapping around her waist and hers around my neck it felt amazing and i mean amazing.I quickly pulled away and left as i realised what i was doing, i cant belive i just did that ! she doesnt know anything about me or my kind ! and she isnt even my mate what was i thinking and she is the emo freak as well , i knew i was making excuses up now but what could i do..... i was a were wolf and she was just a human emo girl it would never work .... and what about when i found my mate, could i really break her heart i dont think i could have. I began to walk home deep in thought
