(TRIGGER WARNING)
(Suicidal thoughts)
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Well, everyone thought he was a hero thats for sure. Kappa, the once useless boy who found a real dragon. Why wasn't it easy? Why did HE have to betray someone just to survive? Why couldn't he just live like those assholes at school from birth? This isn't fair. This is so fucking messed up! Why was he pushed around? How the hell was he different from anyone there! Was it because he didn't have parents? Was that why? Or was he just nice, and that somehow pissed people off! Is it SO damn SELFISH to want to be treated decently?
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Kappa sat down in Sirens cave. He pulled his legs closer to himself and held onto them tightly. Investigators had left a few hours ago once finding nothing that related to his species. He felt so many emotions overflowing his body, but at the same time, he felt nothing. No sadness, no grief, no anger, nothing. No expectations, no worries, no thinking, he just sat there and stared at the ground. He didn't know how long he would just stare at it, maybe hours. He took a deep breath in and held it. Just don't cry, just don't cry, too late. He felt tears stream down his face like rivers, well, that's one emotion I guess. He felt sick. Then, he felt angry. Really really angry. He was angry at Siren, and his town, and those goddamn scientist, and himself. Why would he let himself care about someone! That only leads for something bad to happen to them because 'Kappa can't be happy' rule or whatever the fuck that was. He was angry, and sad, and.. nothing else. He felt nothing, but anger and sadness. Which isn't a good mix if you ask me. Kappa screamed at the top of his lungs, all this pent up aggression and sadness just came out in that moment. It was all his fault. He let himself care about someone, and they got hurt, because of his carelessness. He reached up and hit himself over the head multiple times. "Stupid stupid stupid stupid!" He yelled. "Fuck this I wish I could just end..." he paused. Was he.. could he.. but.. Siren... No. Its time to control his death.
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Gentle (castle swimmer)
FantasyKappa is a normal boy, besides being an outcast he's definitely probably the most normal boy you could ever meet. That's, on the outside. He's never really been able to express his love for fantasy and mostly, dragons. I guess this dragon he meets w...
