The Sky Under The Sea. {Sequel To Lead Me Out Of The Dark.}

Chapter 28:Westbound And Down.

Sorry I haven't been updating, phone's being a piece of shit.

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I stood there frozen. Austin looked dead, he had bruises on his face and body, stitches on his forehead and arm. "Zundra?" I look up to see Austin staring at me. "Omg Austin don't ever fucking do this to me again!" I start crying and Austin reaches over and pulls me into his arms. "Baby, it's okay I'm here." He rubs my back and holds me tighter. "I thought you were sleeping." I say between sniffles. "I was." He says.

"Hows Alan?" I look at Austin and shrug. "Wait wheres Aaron?" I look around confused. "He has Robert." I mumble. "He probably went to go see Alan." Austin whispers in my ear. I nod and relax a bit.

"You aren't performing for a few days Austin." I say breaking the silence. "What? Why?" I feel him tense up. "Austin, you have a concussion." I say quietly. "So?" Is he dumb? "What do you mean so? You need to take it easy! Your fans will understand." I say raising my voice a bit. "I don't care-"."I'm glad you care about your health Austin, what if something happens? Robert and I wouldn't be the same, but oh I, forgot your kid and pregnant fiancee come last but your fans are always first." I get out of Austin's grip and make my way to the door. "Call a fan and ask them to sign your release forms." I walk out the door and grab my phone.

Zundra Cruz:

Aaron wheres Alan's room?"

Aaron Pauley:

Room 166.

I make my way down the hall in search of Alan's room. "162, 164, 165, 168.. Wait, oh found it." I mumble to myself. I open the door to see Alan sitting up with Robert in his arms. "Zundra," I look over at Aaron and fake a smile. "Hey Alan. How are you feeling?" I, ask as I sit on the chair beside Alan's bed. He looks at me and smiles. "Fine, my stomach hurts, got 12 stitches, almost died." My mouth falls open, "Wha-what? Omg." I'm at a lose for words. "A medium sized piece of glass stabbed into my stomach and almost punctured my lungs." I get up and hug Alan gently, "Alan," I feel tears stream down my face. "Don't cry, at least I'm still here right?" I, nod and wipe my tears. "i love you Alan." I say. "I love you too." He says with a smile. "I'm going to check on Austin." I nod and so does Alan.

An hour later Aaron comes barging through the door. "Zundra, Austin's in a comma." I look at Aaron in disbelief and get up. "What?" I whisper. "They wont let me in the room." He says. I push past Aaron and run out of the room. I come to a stop in front of Austin's room. I look through the window and my eyes go wide. Several more tubes were attached to him, doctors were putting needles in his arms. I, back up into the wall and slide down it til I'm sitting. I bring my knees to my chest and I start bawling. "It's my fault, I shouldn't of left him, I shouldn't of started a fight." I mumble to myself between sobs.

I sat in the same spot for hours, crying. Nurses would try and talk to me but I ignored them. Aaron even came a few times but I just cried harder. I slowly got up and walked down the hall to Alan's room. "Zundra how you feeling?" Alan asks. It was more of a mumble, I just didn't want to hear anybody, only Austin. I grab Robert's carrier and walk right back out of the room.

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I put Robert to bed as soon as I got on the bus. "Hows the guys? Is visiting time over?" Tino asks me. I walk right past him and walk straight to my bunk and get in. I go under the covers and just lay there and look at the ceiling. The curtain opens but I don't move my gaze. "Tino and I are going to see the guys in the hospital, will you be alright?" Phil asks. I don't respond, just lay there. Phil closes the curtain and leaves.

"Dude, I don't think we should leave her alone."

"Well, maybe we can get David to stay here until Savannah gets off work?"

"Savannah's at the hospital, she left a few minutes ago."

"She'll be fine."

That's just it, I don't know if I'll be fine, I was such a horrible person to my fiancee, what if he never wakes up, what if he gets amnesia? I curl up in a ball and cry myself to sleep.