Her Lullaby

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Oh, Florida, please be still tonight

Don't disturb this love of mine

Look how she's so serene

You've gotta help me out



I remembered watching her sleep while my fingers were busy running down on her brown hair. She would suddenly shift her position and hug me tight, she was always in a deep slumber and a smile was plastered on her face. I still wonder if she was dreaming of me.



And count the stars to form the lines

And find the words we'll sing in time

I wanna keep her dreaming

It's my one wish

I won't forget this



In her dreams that she did tell me everyday, she was strong enough to fight. Waking up every morning didn't make her happy, not when she knew me. She once told me that because of me, she wasn't afraid to wake up anymore. 



'Cause I'm outdated, overrated

Morning seems so far away



If only I could just make it all stop, and let her dream the whole day, I would. If only.



So I'll sing a melody

And hope to god she's listening

Sleeping softly while I sing

And I'll be your memories

Your lullaby for all the times

Hoping that my voice could get it right

Could get it right



My eyes were starting to shut but I chose to sing a lullaby she always loved, "Your voice gives me peace, and hope. I'd listen to you everyday," I smiled at that thought. Would she still listen to me?



You could crush me

Please don't crush me

'Cause baby I'm a dreamer for sure

And I won't let you down

I swear this time I mean it



The pain I felt crushed me when I knew she had a leukemia, slowly eating her alive, but I stood up and gave her my sweetest smile. I knew I would never give up, cause God, my love for her was greater than that. But still, He chose to take her away from me. It had hurt me.



So much, I couldn't get enough sleep

So much, I couldn't eat

So much, I thought of following her but, I swore to her I would never give up. 



And I'll sing a melody

And hope to God she's listening

Sleeping softly while I sing



I would still sing for her, even if she was sleeping and would never wake up, forever.



And I'll be your memories

Your lullaby for all the times

Hoping that my voice could get it right



I was sorry, because my voice didn't get it right. Never will.



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