letting u go.... 💔

Am i really a burden to u

I went to my bedroom.. And again stood in my balcony... Tears were continuously flowing... I made so many things for him... I thought we would eat together and share some beautiful moments with each other like other couples do but *sigh* what can I even expect from him....

She was standing there looking up there in the sky where the moon is listening to all  her pain  and the stars are also crying with her .... She is now tired... She can't fight for her love now... She is now feeling like she is a burden to him.. Her love, her care is now burden to him...

Now she is thinking to give up. ...

She went to her bed and crawl upon it... She wrapped herself with the thick blanket, feeling it's warmth which she always imagine as her kook who is hugging her ...

She closed her eyes and trying to sleep but tears are dropping from her eyes

Soon she drifted to sleep and escaping from this cruel world which is so unfair to her....

Next morning....

I opened my eyes to see the shining sun and chirping birds...

"Good morning eomma and appa"

She jumped out of the bed and went to bathroom

She stood in front of the mirror and looked at her pathetic state...

Dark circles were under her eyes.. She lost much weight.. She is so thin.. Her eyes are puffy after crying... In short she is depressed

"Look how pathetic u are..." Hahaha *she laughed while a tear dropped from her left eye* "u are just so pathetic... So desperate for his love... Don't u have any self respect.. U are just a burden to him.. Leave him yn... Leave him... Let him go... Set him free... Let him live his life"

"Yahh!! U bitch stop crying early in the morning.. " (She scolded herself)

She took a bath and changed into this 👇

She wore oversized clothes bcoz she doesn't want anyone notice her condition.. How she lost her weight

She put on some concealer under her eyes to hide the dark circles
And put a fake smile...

"Yes perfect " She said to herself and went downstairs to make breakfast for herself and her kook... Even tho he don't eat food made by her

"Hmm what should I make "

"Yes! Let's make pancakes and his favorite banana milk... He will definitely like it "

She started make pancakes and soon she finished making it and now she is going to make banana milk

She heard footsteps and she knew it's her love

He came down stairs and one of the chairs...

She smiled when she noticed he is going to eat breakfast made by her

"Good morning kook " She greeted him with a bright smile and got ignored in response

She quickly served him his breakfast and sat opposite to him

"Kook! I'm thinking like should we go to shopping and u know we can spend time with each other" A pink tint can be seen in her cheeks thinking about spending time with him

"No! Plss leave me alone "he seem annoyed

"Kook it's early in the morning... Why so moody "

"Bcoz of u! U are such a bad luck to me... U always annoy me... Just leave me.. Your face can make me angry and why are u even here how many times I have to tell u hate u I hate u... Plss plss leave me.. I'm begging u...like don't u have any self respect...i hate u plss leave me "he yelled

"Leave me alone plss don't show me your face ever again and how can u even imagine that I will love u ... Look at yourself... A fat pig.. U are not even beautiful plss leave me plss " He again shouted  .......

And left without finishing his breakfast slamming the harshly

And...

"Here I'm crying.... Yes! He said the truth how can I expect him to love me.. *sigh* now I think I should leave him.. I should let him go... "

(She towards her bedroom and started to pack her things while her eyes are full of tears )

"I'm sorry kook "

She looked at the house which was once 'their' house

She left....

She left without saying anything to anyone...

She left a letter on her bed.....

And  

She left forever....

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Ok so this chapter is over... I hope u enjoyed... And plss ignore if there is any grammatical error... And vote plss🥺

Thank u for reading this and in the next chapter I will tell how they met and why jk hates her... Wait did I gave a spoiler 😳hmm never mind ..anything for u guys... Well take  care and

Annyeong