I sat next to her she was crying again because of me... But still she was so beautiful nothing could compare to her beauty... I was angry because I left her I wish I didn't overdose myself if I knew how much I could hurt her I would never do it. She looked at me worst part she couldn't see me and hear me. I wish I knew before how hard is stay and see her in pain because of me..
If I could tell her how much I love her how much I want to take it all back all our fights but I can't...
The way she always smile at me when I did something dumb, or how she loved me for who I was.. Sometimes I just want to talk to her and tell her I will never leave her alone because I love her... I just whispered even though I knew she couldn't her me:,, I'm so sorry love for leaving you alone..."
