You're sitting in bed on your phone contemplating life and thinking if you should do it or not when you hear a ding on your phone.
It's the best friend you have, and they're calling you in the middle of the night telling they will kill and harm themselves, and you spend more then 1 hour to calm them down, comfort down and when you think it's all done you go to sleep and think nothing of it.
Then you wake up and watch the new, and you see your best friend on the news dead. You ball your eyes out and think about doing it yourself, you think of ending it all at that moment. Then you wake up in tears, you think that was all a dream and move on with your day.
But then when you look in the mirror, you realise the person in your dream, your 'best friend' was you.
You take a moment to realise what would happen if you were to kill yourself.
would
you
still
do
it
?
October 3rd 2022
YOU ARE READING
(𝘾𝘼𝙉𝘾𝙀𝙇𝙇𝙀𝘿) random shitty thoughts at like 3 am/diary
RandomThis is a former canceled vent book, disclaimer: first 3 chapters are my angsty self thoughts. Original story description: things that I write at 3 am because I have no life
