My name is Park Chaeyoung
I'm twenty years old But I'm not like girls my age
If I am beautiful, I am not attractive at all.. I already know that
I'm just an empty person
I don't feel anything often
I don't have a dream I want to achieve like everyone else
I am neither miserable nor miserable,It's something worse than unhappiness
I don't want to be with anyone
I always keep running But I'm so lonely and I find myself in need of someone
I need you only.
I don't know myself and I can't control me, And no actual reaction
This is probably why people are turning away from me.
I try to be funny and think positive And I see and see the world in a better way...
But I always end up every night staring at the dark wall of my room
I am neither a good nor a bad person
I don't know who I am and I know where I come from and why?
I feel like I don't belong when I'm at home
between my family
friends
Even my body
I see no reason to live in all this emptiness...
But it is not a reason to die either
All days are the same and miserable
Even about having something I wanted so badly
I feel depressed and I hope it didn't happen
Because I am afraid of that feeling that will come after the disappearance of that happiness
I'm afraid there won't be anything to seek after
I haven't been happy since that day
the day you left me.
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The writer says:
This story is more than just a love story and is deeper, It's a feeling I've experienced myself and I've been able to overcome, maybe not quite but I'm fine
This is a message from me because I know that there is someone who sees himself as 'chaeong' between my lines, So I hope that you can all move forward and continue no matter what the circumstances you are in and surely everything will be fine someday 💟.—
Translated story, all rights belong to the author @_-SK13-_and to me as a translator
I loved this story very much and I translated it to share it in a wider environment, I hope the readers can benefit from it <3
Be Fine 🍓
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Don't Leave Me
Historical FictionI feel like I don't belong when I'm at home, between my family, friends and... even my body. Translated story, all rights belong to the author @_-SK13-_ Translator translate from Arabic to English.