Silent Pain

My heart cant stand the pain,it cries though my sob is silent.

I wish that we could happily move on but this pain makes my heart go violent.

I want to scream,shout,maybe step into the dark.

Wait for this pain to go away and another day to start.

I love you there's no doubt in mind;no regret whatsoever.

I just fear this pain wont go away and that things wont get no better.

I fear that we will fall apart move on without each other.

forget the dream of becoming your babies mother.

Don't you know you hurt me? Don't you know I cry?

Sometimes I try to hold it in,but sometimes i dont  find the strength to try.

I know you say you're sorry and that sometimes you don't really mean it.

But sometimes the pain I feel inside explodes and wishes you could feel it.

My hearts already cracked don't forget the pain its been through.

Its been hard to trust in love with all the things my hearts been into.

I told you that i loved you and then you swear ed your love for me.

We fell in love with each other we knew our love was meant to be.

But don't forget that love can die it lives only if we feed it.

I'm not saying i don't love you,i just want to see you need it.

I love the way you hold me but don't like the way,you sometimes act.

It makes me feel inferior dont know which way i should react.

Sometimes i feel so helpless what the point in trying.

It always ends in disagreements and I'm done with all the crying.

Sometimes i wonder if we will ever find the purpose in our love,

till then i guess ill put this pain in the hands of the one so high above.