pain

WHAT THE HELL! I'M IN HELL

So as i wake up i hear yelling coming from down stairs and loud thumping and quicker than i can catch my breath suddenly i feel being thrown of my bed by my one and only step dad he starts hitting me which by the way hurts like hell but he just keeps going at it i then feel my eyes slowly closing.

Time skip

I wake up feeling like absolute shit my head is throbbing and my face hurts i get up looking at the time on my clock is it really 2 in the morning! i walk to my bathroom and i look in the mirror and i have bruises on my face fuck. I yell quietly not wanting yet another beating from my step dad I go out of my bathroom and just go back to bed.

Time Skip 

i wake up to my alarm ringing ugh  i groan having to face another dreadful Monday i fucking hate my hell of a life i think as i get out of bed and head to my bathroom and take a shower and get makeup to cover my bruises once again.

and i picked out some clothes already dreading having to face this dude named clark who always just gives me the hardest time in school ever since my secret about being gay slipped out to the whole school in year 7 since i told someone who i thought i could trust. 

this is what he wore

i slipped on my white long sleeved shirt and rolled my sleeves up and back skinny jeans and my low cut black boots and bracelets.

 and grabbed my bag and phone and went down stairs and i got a granola bar and a water and ate it and grabbed my car keys and went outside to my car 

this is his car

and unlocked it and went in and played therapy by all time low and drove to school.

once i got there i turned off my music and took a deep breath and got out and walked in the school building and went to my locker and of course Clark was there right next to me taunting me about my ugliness and that my hair made me look like i  was gay and that i was a ugly fag i just rolled my eyes at him.

He then shoved me up against the lockers and punched me in my stomach the fag really doesn't know when to learn does he? clark said right before punching me in my stomach once again making me groan and slide to the floor in pain.

i slowly got up walking to the restrooms and went in one of the stalls and started to cry for awhile once i was done I got up and grabbed my bag and went out of the stall and out of the restroom and to my class.

Time Skip

once class was finished i left and decided i should just skip which that i did i went out the back of the school and went to the parking lot and unlocked my car and got in heading to the gas station once i got there i got out and went in and i decided on buying a monster and a bag of Doritos and i paid and headed out deciding to go to the mall knowing that i needed to buy a few things.

one i got there i got out of my car and decided on going to spencers for new skinny jeans and what not once i got in the store i went over to the jean section finding a pair that i really like i grabbed them and paid for the jeans plus a pack of cool looking band bracelets that i liked once i was done paying i walked out going out the front doors i went to the parking lot finding my car and putting my bag in the front passenger seat then going to the drivers side and starting up the car speeding away jamming to break stuff by limp bizkit I THINK YOU BETTER QUIT MAKIN SHIT SLIP OR YOU'LL BE LEAVIN WITH A FAT LIP! i yell to the song getting close to my house i turned the music down a it as i pulled up getting my bag and getting out of my car and locking it heading inside the house thank god my step dad isn't here today but at work so i had the house to myself i ran as fast as i could up stairs closing my door and locking it i blast -FROM THE INSIDE by linkin park- TAKE EVERYTHING FROM THE INSIDE AND THROW IT ALL AWAY CAUSE I SWEAR FOR THE LAST TIME I WON'T TRUST MYSELF WITH YOU! i yell to the song  laying on my bed feeling tired i turned off the music and changed into my pjs which consisted of a baggy green day shirt and black sweatpants i got into bed and fell asleep.