Lover of an Anarchist (based on characters from Sons of Anarchy)

Chapter Sixteen

(One year later: Neve's P.O.V)

It'd been one whole year since Jax and I got married and since the birth of our daughter, Breeanna Marie Teller. She was so beautiful. She had Jax's blue eyes and his smile but she had my brown hair. She already had the whole club wrapped around her little finger. Even Happy and Tig! Abel adored her too. He was such a good big brother and already so protective. Come to think of it, everyone who met her instantly loved her.

I was currently getting the kids ready to go to Gemma's for one of her famous Family Dinners. I was wearing a simple blue button down shirt over a black tank top with my black skinny jeans and my favourite combat boots. Jax was wearing a S.A.M.C.R.O t shirt, his baggy blue jeans and his ever-present white sneakers. He'd also dressed Abel in a black and white striped t shirt, a pair of khaki shorts and black converse. After that I dressed Bree in a blue dress with white tights and a little white cardigan along with a pair of little black shoes. The kids looked adorable.

Once we got to Gemma's I handed Bree over to Jax and told Abel to "stay with Daddy." Before going to help Gemma and the other Ol' Ladies in the kitchen while the guys watched sports and entertained the kids. I was cooking pasta sauce when Jax came up behind me and wrapped his arms around my waist. He kissed my neck and I leaned back into his embrace.
"Hey Baby," he said smiling.
"Hey," I said looking back at him. "Want some?" He nodded and I held a spoon up for him.
"That's really good." He said.
"Thanks." I told him. He kissed my cheek one more time before looking over to the kids.

We watched as Kenny and Ellie, Ope and Donna's kids, played with Bree and Abel. I smiled. They looked like they were having so much fun. Juice was with them. He smiled his goofy smiled and made Bree wave over to us. Jax and I waved back. I giggled as Bree smiled her cheeky little grin and laughed when I blew her a kiss and Juice made her catch it. He was so good with kids.

I loved the sense of family we had within the club. We were all from different families but we all fit together so well. We all sat around Gemma's big table, laughing, joking, telling stories and just enjoying each other's company. I'd come to learn that S.A.M.C.R.O family dinners were very loud but very fun. It was nice to have a place where we just felt like a big, happy, sometimes dysfunctional family.

After everyone was finished eating Gemma, the other Ol' Ladies and myself cleaned up while the guys and the kids were in the living room watching TV and messing around. I had to laugh as I saw Abel climb onto Happy's lap and steal the cookie he was eating.
"You're lucky you're cute, Kid." Hap told him I shook my head. I smiled as I watched Tig holding a sleeping Bree in his arms. He smiled down at my daughter and then over to me. I smiled back. I watched my dad sitting next to Tig smiling at Bree before smiling over to me. I was glad we had him back. He seemed really glad to have Nad and I back and he seemed to be loving the whole Grandpa thing too. It was great. I knew my daughter was well protected and definitely well loved.

Over the past two years I'd gained a lot of trust in Tig and gotten a lot closer to him. He always told me about his daughters and how much he missed them and I got the sense that although he'd seemed scary to me and although he'd done a lot of bad things that he wanted to be a good father. His ex wife however, had taken that chance away from him before he could and he'd barely seen them since. I felt bad for him in that way. He'd made up for his mistreatment of me months ago and I could actually consider him a friend now. It was nice not to worry or be nervous around him anymore.

It was about midnight when Jax and I finally got home. I put Breeanna to bed and Jax tucked Abel in. I'd just exited Bree's room when I was stopped by Jax.
"I love you Neve," he said as he placed his hands on my hips. "You know that, right?" I smiled and nodded.
"I know," I said stepping in closer. "You know I love you too, right?" He chuckled.
"Yeah, I know."
"Good." I said smiling. Then he hooked his thumbs in the belt loops of my jeans and pulled my body tightly against his before kissing me passionately. After that he picked me up and slung me over his shoulder which caused me to squeal quietly and him to laugh. After that he carried me to bed. You can guess what happened next.