Hi I'm Miranda and I'm in 8th grade! I am filled with energy! I have 5 best friends Lexi, Michelle, Taylor, Olivia, and Delaney! They are always there for me and I can tell them anything!
I have a boyfriend named Chase he is 16 now and in 14! But last year he moved. TO CANADA!!!!
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Over the past year I fell for this guy named Kody! He is one of the guys that is actually taller than me! He's 16 too but he's in 9th grade! When Chase moved I started to like him! And told my friends I would give up every thing for him I would stop talking to every guy I talk to just to have him! Then I realized he doesn't even know I existed!!
Taylor is dating his step brother John! They are in Love! She said she would help me! But so far it wasn't working. At lunch she called him over and said;
"Someone likes you! But I'm not telling who!"
"Oh. Well then! Okay."
"Do you want a girlfriend?" Taylor asked hopefully.
"No." He said while walking away
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The next day we had choir. And I got to see him! I walked in and my arm was linked with Taylor's as soon as I saw him my are tensed up
"OW!" Taylor whispered quit loudly!
"Sorry." I said, love struck!
"Hahaha!" Taylor laughed
"What?" I said confused
"You're cheeks are beat red!!"
Kody walked over I couldn't talk! i got all excited, then I heard,
"Hey Mackenzie!" He said.
Mackenzie was a tall dirty blonde who in my opinion wore way to much makeup! But I could tell he liked her! But I didn't I HATED her! She thought she was better then everyone else! And was a huge attention whore! And every guy I every liked she "liked" as soon as she found out!
The smile ran from my face! And my face was blank. I blocked everybody out!
Once I came to it I felt the tears rushing down my cheeks. I whipped them away quickly. Hoping no one would see but Taylor had, but she didn't say anything, thank god! I went and sat down feeling alone! I was right next to Taylor but 3 seats away from Kody. Taylor told me my mascara was running down my face. She whipped my eyes and fixed my mascara. Then Kody came over and I was hoping he was coming to see if I was okay but NO! He came to talk to Mackenzie who was sitting in the row before me!
Michelle, Lexi, Delaney, Olivia, and Taylor all looked at me! I had the most disgusted look on my face! Staring at that bitches back!
Then it happened again I burst into tears Michelle and Taylor hugged me and calmed me down. They fixed my makeup right before Mrs. Smith, our choir teacher, walked in. She said loudly,
"Every take a seat and get out your music!"
We all did as she said I didn't really sing I just sat there. Five minutes before class was over we put our stuff away and just talked! I didn't though I just sat there trapped in my own thoughts...
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I got a text on my way to my 9th period class. It was Chase!
-hey Miranda how's your day?;)
*heey good how about you :)
"Just tell him you idiot!!" I thought.
"You just want to be friends. You're In love with another guy!" The voices in my head taunted me!
"No!" I said. Out loud!
Everyone was looking at me! The color was swept from my face. Thank god Austin (Chases best friend) was there!
"Lol, you could have just texted me back instead of screaming the answer in the hall!" He said covering me.
Everyone went back to normal. As if that's what a script told them to do.
We walked together to Mrs. Carter's class. We all took our seats, I say right by all my friends! That the only good part about her class! She's an ass, and I hate world studies! She went on about how Caesar ruled Rome and blah blah! I sat there didn't say a word, until Kody walked in the room!
"He's in high school why is he here?" I thought. My heart pounding my stomach on the floor.
"Is Miranda..." He looked at the note.
"Oh! Miranda Taylor, is she here?"
"What could he possible want me for?! I only have two classes with him choir which I just came from and math (cause I'm advanced) which is first period!" I thought.
I raised my hand "right here."
"I need you for a second." He said.
I got up to walk to the door and I heard Michelle whisper, "get it girl." I rolled my eyes and giggled. I walked into the hall. He followed and shut the door behind us.
"Yes?"
"Well, I was wondering..." He said.
"Wondering what?" I asked excited!
"If you will give these to... Mackenzie? And ask her if she'll go to the black light dance with me?" He said as he handed me flowers.
"Um yeah... I'll try." I said holing back the tears.
I walked into class holding the flowers Michelle looked at me with a huge smile. I just started crying. She ran over and hugged me and asked of we could go to the restroom.
"What's wrong hun? He gave you flowers." She said in a concerned voice.
"These are for Mackenzie! And he wants me to ask her to the dance for him cause we're neighbors!" I said whimpering.
"Oh my god that ass hole!" She said!
She took the flowers out of my hand and broke them and put them in the toilet. She turned to me and I was laughing like crazy.
"What am I supposed to tell him?" I giggled.
"You had them in your book bag and your dog ate them!" She smiled!
We returned to class and Mrs. Carter hasn't stopped talking.
A few minutes later it was time to leave. I got my coat and book bag and got on bus 12 as normal and sat with James my Asian friend from 2 grade we sat together everyday. I turned around to talk to Cole who usually sits behind us but it wasn't Cole! It was Mackenzie! And since our bus carried the wrestlers Kody was in the seat across from me.
"Oh my fu**ing god! Why?!?" I thought angrily.
"Heey!!!!" I heard him yell
"Hey come sit with me." Mackenzie said. (Like a slut may I add!)
I got home and start to do my homework, then my phone lights up! I have a snapchat from my friend Carlos.
He's in 9th grade and is pretty cute he has short dirty blonde hair the cutest smile that isn't too perfect. He's about my height and has an awesome V live.
He asks me what was wrong in choir. I say nothing it was a family thing.
I just lied to him too!!
We carryon a conversation and then he has to go for dinner. I think to myself it's about time for dinner, so walk down stairs. And guess who's in my living room. That's right MACKENZIE!!!!!!! I was about to flip shit until I saw Carson her brother who I had become awkward around ever since we broke up.
I got a glass if iced tea and said "hi" and walked upstairs again.
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