Idk maybe cause I know he'll never like me back and choose someone else and I'll always be second choice for people and I'll always be treated like crap by people I don't even interact with and my family will never except me, No matter what I do..I always bring pain to myself and others. Yeah and I will forever be stuck with the titles "furry" and "emo" because I love animal and I'm to emotional, Yeah cause I act like nothing hurts me when almost everything does. Yes yes, amazing how I'm opening up aint it?😁 I hate everything I do and who I am.. I wanna die but, I don't wanna die at the same time cause I don't wanna hurt the people i love. I'm afraid do tell people cause I might get hurt again...