Love Isn't All That Easy

Being True To Self

As some may know or not Ive officially came out the closet about my sexuality a couple years back. I'm not gone say everybody was thrilled about it some was asking question especially since I got a divorce not to long ago I mean hell he cheated and moved on so why can't I do the same . It's my life and I had to realize if my mom not tripping why was I worried about what the next person had to say?So let's fast forward to the point right quick. I met this girl name Kristian. I knew liking girls was a sin but then again it's like the more we talked and got to know each other the more I started liking her. Was I wrong? So we met how everyone else do which was Facebook I was noticing her a lot on there but was scared to you know actually shoot my shot. I finally inboxed her and it went from there which eventually grew into something that I never thought would work but it did.The did things she did to my body left me breathless every time to the point where I couldn't explain I'm talking about a whole different level I never would've imagine crossing. I mean we all grew up in church learning about Adam and Eve and so on but it never mentioned sexual wise about dating sex on sex was cool it was always classified as a " SIN ". But to each is own. I had to stop hiding in the shadows and come to the light about who I truly was. This woman brought some out of me that my own husband couldn't do. I'm saying for instance constantly lying to myself thinking I'm living in a fantasy world but knowing at the same time it's really reality we talking about.