The grey clouds filled the sky.The breeze made you shiver and clench on the book you were reading.Flipping every page of the novel made you more invested,the plot was intriguing and enjoyable.Cold,the tips of your nose and fingers were.
You had the urge to leave to go to the cafe near by.Desiring the toasty feeling when you enter,the smell of the bitter sweet coffee beans and the comfort of sitting in the dim light setting.Yet night was becoming visible.The darkness engulfing the once bright blue sky.With time passing the grey clouds vanished with the sun.
You knew that you weren't wanted at home.You didn't even know if you should call it home.Not knowing if you ever had one at the start.Your mother had died a few years ago and with your father refusing to even call you his own child.He was ashamed of you.He didn't even know who you were and how you were like because he decided to leave your mother for some random hooker.It was too late for your mother because she was pregnant with you.
You were the mistake that no one wanted and even when your mother was alive,she didn't care of you.You just didn't fit in anywhere and not even in school.The only friend you had was Ike.
'couldn't take it' 'I wouldn't be able to'You always thought to yourself.Knowing that even if you did have more friends,you would just ruin the friendship. It wouldn't last anyways,although the thought of having more than one would make you feel more happy.That was false,you knew that you would be unhappy because of how problematic most people were in the school you attended and even online.
Avoiding everything was your goal.Until now,you still didn't understand why Ike was still your friend.You knew you would lose him anyways.It was a lost case from the start.'Just why did he not give up on you already?'That was your first thought when it came to the friendship between you and your bi-haired friend.
Leaving the park,you went straight to your dark and gloomy apartment.You were living off of your grandparents will.They had died way before you were born but everything went to you as that your mother was an only child and not married.
"Welcome home"You twisted the key into the hole of the door to enter.Placing the book and your sling bag on the stone counter table.You always said that to yourself when you entered your apartment.You were alone like always.
Having school the next day made you sigh in anguish. frustration and pain was all you felt when you needed to study.A biology test tomorrow was the last thing you wanted.Although you were a straight 'A' student,you couldn't let a mini test slide like that.You always studied Science,Biology being your strongest as that you wanted to be a doctor.Your only dream was to become a doctor so that you could figure out what was wrong with your mother when she died.You needed to understand and know the cure for your mother's illness.
It was the only reason why you were still alive.You couldn't take life already.Being a high school student with no guide or support made you feel like you were not needed.With homework,projects,constant study and no rest,you had no choice but keep all your frustrations to yourself.Crying alone most of the time in your pitch black room,not even Ike,your only friend knew that you were like that.
After studying on an empty stomach,you decided to sleep with the lights off once again.
Waking up early,you showered.Not showering for 3 days lead to you having really greasy hair.The warm water hitting your skin made you feel fresher than ever.You were enjoying the suds.
After you showered,you put on your uniform.The skirt was too short for your liking/The trousers were too long for your liking.Even so,you just continued like always.
You dried your hair with the hair dryer as the instant noodles was boiling.You had added an egg for extra protein because you read online and that you wanted to take care of your health for once.
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what is mine is mine.-Ike eveland x reader x vox akuma fluff
FanfictionHigh school AU Ike eveland x depression recovering!reader(???) -What's mine is mine.- In where,your only friend was Ike and you meet his good friend Vox.All teasing then turns into competition.You find yourself stuck in between an annoying fake cors...