Je T'aime | Billie Eilish

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tired
request by billieslover9786 & eilishmylove6

"what's the matter?" lilou asked, grabbing the tv remote to pause the movie we were watching. i huffed beside her, sinking into the couch with a frown on my face. "can you use your words?" the parisienne asked. i let out a whine, shaking my head. lilou leant over, sliding her hands under my arms to sit me up, but i just flopped down onto her lap. 

"i dont know how to help you if i don't know what's wrong," lilou explained, running her fingers through my hair, earning another frustrated noise in return. "are you getting sleepy? hm?" 

i pushed off the girl, frustrated, and back onto the couch, "noo!"

"it seems you are," lilou spoke making me push away from her again, this time with my feet. "billie," she warned. "no!" i yelled squirming around, my feet knocking on lilou's thigh. "hey, don't kick me, little girl." she scolded, grabbing my ankles and moving them to the side. i frowned and rolled onto my stomach.

"i dont think you want to go sit by yourself in the corner, so i'd like for you to tell me why you're so frustrated. then i can help you," lilou said turning me over so she could look me in the eye. i shook my head. "why not, bébé?" she asked. i didn't respond, looking everywhere around the room except the girl in front of me.

"billie, i'm giving you plenty of chances to be a good girl here, but they're about to run out. talk to me." 

i rolled into the cushion, covering my eyes as they watered. lilou sighed quietly before moving my legs across her lap so she could move closer to me. "ma chérie," she started with a sigh, putting a comforting hand on my thigh. "come here, please," she asked. i shook my head again, "no!"

"billie, come here."

i sulkily pushed myself up to sitting, my head downturned but i was watching lilou through my lashes. she held out her arms for me. "please?" she repeated. i crawled over and sat on her lap, letting her wrap her arms around my body tightly. 

lilou pulled my hands down from my face and wiped my cheeks. "mama doesn't like when your upset, bébé d'amour." she said quietly, poking gently at my pouty lip. "let's watch the rest of this tomorrow, hey? why don't we go lay down," she said picking up the remote and turning off the tv. 

i sat up straight to quickly protest but it was off before i could. i dropped back into lilou's arms letting out a frustrated cry. "c'mon billie. let's go lay down for a bit," lilou said putting me down between her legs and getting up. 

she took my hand before i could resist and started walking me out of the living room. 

"do you want this off?" lilou asked, pointing to my large, heavy hoodie that was swallowing me once we got into her room. she tried to take it off when i didn't answer, but i pushed her back and started to sob again. the parisienne glanced around the room to locate my pacifier to soothe me, and once she did she grabbed it and sat down on the bed, leaning up against the headboard. 

when i saw the purple silicone object in her hand my tears faded out and i rushed over to the bed and climbed on, pouncing into lilou's lap. she smiled lightly at the behaviour, finding it amusing as she slipped the nipple between my lips. "want her too?" 

lilou picked up strawb from under the pillow i slept on last night. i quickly snatched her out of lilou's hand and tucked her under my arm. "there we go, all better!"

i adjusted my position on lilou, changing it to be laying on her chest, my thighs straddling hers.  lilou's hand rested in the small of my back, the other in my hair, gently scratching my scalp with her nails. 

"good?" she asked. i nodded into her chest. 

a/n: GUESS WHO GOT THEIR DRIVERS LICENSEEEEE?? ME MOTHERFUCKER