dream diary

september 6-7 2022

i dreamt that i was on a school camp. i think this dream is very heavily inspired by current events, because i'm going on a two week school trip to italy in two days.
we were on a camping. i remember exactly what it looks like but can't describe it. there were just a lot of little roads with tents beside it. i specifically remember my old geology teacher walking around and talking, i don't know about what.
my classmates and i were in the pool doing some sort of activity. a man came and told us that it was possible that i would have to leave soon, which is very ominous but we kept going.
then later, the man came back and told me i really had to go and that my mom and grandma were there (they weren't supposed to).
i went with him to my mom and grandma and they were waiting in the 'camping café', which looked a lot like the hall of the dance school is used to go to, where the parents would wait during class. they had a drink.
they didn't at all seem urgent or worried, while i thought there was something very wrong because i had to go so suddenly. i asked what was up and they weren't clear.
then they played 'teen idle' by marina. it was just connected to the speakers there or something. they let me hearn the line 'i want blood guts and angel cake' and then paused it.
my mom got mad and told me i was not allowed to sell my organs.
i know this sound very strange, but that's just how dreams work i guess. she heard that line of this song i liked and connected it to organs, and selling them, somehow. she told me to that whatever marina and the cool kids were doing with their organs, i was not allowed to participate.

i don't exactly how this all went down, but then florence welch from florence + the machine came in through the door into the hall/café we were sitting in. she was wearing a beautiful long red carpet dress and seemed like a goddess. she smiled so much and hugged me and we took pictures i'm pretty sure.
that's it.

this was kind of like the first time i could directly recognize the things happening in real life in my dream. first off the camp, that i told you is coming up, where we're also going to florence, which might be why florence was in there. i really like a few of her songs but i'm not a big fan at all and don't know that much about her so that was a fun surprise.
literally yesterday i got the marina 'electra heart' vinyl and played it in the living room with my parents to let them hear it so that is very direct. i don't know, maybe my dreamlife is running out of ideas.

rating: like a 7.5/10?? the vibes were kind of off but i remember the camping being fun and being really happy when meeting florence, she just radiated positivity, i might have to start lsitening to her music more :)