𝐈𝐥𝐥𝐮𝐬𝐢𝐨𝐧, Robin Arellano

(x.) Overthinking With Robin

  SINCE ROBIN WAS TOLD TO STAY HOME BY ELEANOR, he'd been laying in his bed, covered in his big, fluffy blanket. He knew he should probably eat some soup, or drink the tea that his mother made for him, but he was to busy thinking of her.

Eleanor.

  Robin thought about last night, how he'd kissed her forehead, even though he knew that nobody was around, he still thought it felt right. He knew that eventually... maybe soon-- he'd have to confess his true, raw feelings to her.

  As he laid in his bed, he'd felt his eyes grow heavy, meaning he was ready to sleep, meaning he couldn't call Eleanor before he slept. In truth, he loved her soft, calming voice, even though when she'd be mad or sad, it'd grow or lower but it was still so soft.

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  It'd been an hour of studying everything in her math notebook, she knew it was pointless, since she won't be at school until next week. She'll be all alone in her room, alone in the house most days, and alone in general. In all honesty, she'd hate that lonely feeling, even though she'd always had little-to-no friends, and was constantly bullied. 

  If she was being brutally honest, Gwen, Finn, and Robin were her first true friends. Of course, she'd had a few friends in Oregon, but they'd abandoned her when they found new friends and became those bitchy, popular girls. 

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  Friday...

  It was Finney's baseball game, Robin and Gwen agreed to go, Eleanor was going-- sneaking out to be exact. "I promise, I won't get caught. I wouldn't miss it for the world, Gwen." Eleanor exclaimed holding the phone in between her shoulder and ear. "Good, we're going a little earlier, since Finn has to practice before the game actually starts." Gwen explained.

  "Oh, alright. I'll see you guys there, love you, Gwen." Eleanor smiled, even though she knew Gwen couldn't see her. "Love you too, Ellie." Gwen mumbled before hanging up, Eleanor took the phone, placing it back in its designated spot. She still had 30 minutes, deciding to do a last minute outfit change.

  Eleanor sped walked to her room, walking over to her closet to look through the many hangers, she'd decided on a T-shirt and shorts. She walked over to her vanity, glancing at herself in the mirror before spraying the perfume that sat on her shelf.

  Eleanor's mother wasn't home, but she knew she'd still have to sneak out of her back window, just in case her mother came home early. As she quickly turned off her lamp, she ran over to her window, grabbing her small backpack before opening the window and climbing out, jumping onto the grass. 

  Once the cold breeze hit her skin, she'd sucked in a breath before sprinting away.

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