My Comfort Ships | Haikyuu One Shots

I'll Choose You | AtsuSuna

ATSUMU'S POV

Suna Rintarō fell into a deep depression after we graduated from Inarizaki High. Guess it was the trauma of the things that happened around him, or just how fuck the world is for him.

Rintarō used to be my twin's secret lover. Of course, being in a club means spending much more time with everyone in there. It's a boy's club, so more probably people would think that a strong bond of friendship would rise in us. Well, that isn't actually wrong. It was indeed strong- even stronger than the bond they thought could ever exist.

Love.

In a society where the different will always be unacceptable, nobody can expect less from it.

That's a fact... And let's just say that Osamu decided that it would be best to keep their relationship hidden. They act all sweet and clingy when they are together, and cold when facing other people. That was painful for Rin. And I guess for Samu, too.

I don't take any sides after they broke up. Osamu is my brother, and Rin is my teammate. It's just that... reasoning and thinking sometimes never really reach the depth of one's understanding.

Suna hates my guts so even before, he was closer to Osamu. I just didn't know where and when it begun... that Rintarō and I started being this close to each other. Perhaps it was when Rin was so devastated and he got no choice but to spend the training camp with me as Samu refused to stay with one room with him.

Their break up was a simple misunderstanding and yet it ruined everything.

It was the last training camp for us and we wanted to help the freshmen and the second years train before we actually graduate. Everything was going smoothly until one of the girls approached Rintarō and kissed the middle blocker.

Rintarō froze.

Osamu was fuming that he pulled Suna away from the gym. We are all aware of their MU relationship. It was no surprise that my twin brother was jealous.

I decided to follow them, and accidentally heard their conversation.

"WHAT WAS THAT ABOUT, RIN?!" Osamu shouted angrily.

"I... I don't even know who she was... Believe me, okay!? I won't do anything to break your trust, Samu, you know that!" Suna answered facing Osamu.

"I don't even know if I want to believe you!" the spiker said still angry.

"WHAT?! What kind of thinking is that?! So, you think I'm cheating?! Is that it?!" blurted Suna who was almost charging towards Osamu, but stopped midway as the grayhaired twin whispered painful words to his lover.

"Of course ya are." Osamu mumbled making Rintarō glared at him.

"Osamu, please." Rintarō begged after he let out some breathes, calming himself down.

"Ya know Rin... It isn't worth fighting for anymore... This relationship that is. Let's end this. People aren't as open- minded... what we have will always be wrong in their eyes." Osamu continued that even I stared at him in bewilderment.

"So you only care about what other people may say then?! What about us? What about me?!" Rintarō questioned, his face shows how hurt he was.

I was hurt as well. Seeing deadpan Rin is normal for me... But knowing that he could feel pain amidst his normal demeanor because of my brother hurts me badly.

"Don't be selfish Rin... It wasn't like we had the best kind of compatibility-" Osamu continued.

"So why then?! Why do you even start dating me-" he asked, now crying.

"Peer pressure. Too much Expectations. Rebellious action against the society." Osamu explained vaguely looking at the sky before facing his now ex- lover.

"What am I then? A guinea pig for your social experiment?"

"N... No.. I didn't consider ya-"

"So, what do you consider me then" Rin asked waiting for an answer which was never given.

I was about step in when Rin spoke again.

"Let's end this if that's what you truly wanted then... since you keep blaming me for something I didn't intentionally want to do!" Rin said crying walking away, leaving Osamu there too stunned to even follow Suna.

He walked towards my direction, and I froze as we made eye contact.

When Rin met my eyes, he quickly pick up the pace and get out of there immediately like as if it's bad seeing him down like that..

We couldn't control feelings-- that's when we became somebody who we doesn't even know ourselves. We met the vulnerable us.

I decided to talk to Osamu but my stupid brother ignored me completely as we walked back to the quarters.

Realizing that Osamu was supposed to spend the camp with Rin, he packed his stuffs and requested the coach to transfer rooms with Ginjima who happens to be my roommate.

Knowing the whole fuckin' story, I agreed to spend the camp with Rin in the same room.

I just know that's when we started to get along well. I comforted him through ups and downs since then- in particular the down parts. Most parts of the remaining months as third years revolved around ignoring Osamu, talking shit behind my brother, and Rintarō crying.

I was always there. And eventually, one day, I just realized how I hate seeing Suna crying because of heartache.

I remained by his sides, trying my best to replace my brother. However even after graduation, Rin felt devastated and depressed. Everything is dark about him, everything is scary, everything's different.

I want to make Rin happy, I want him to smile again, I want Rin to be mine. Just then, I know, I fell in love with him.

"Ye'r in a very deep thought, Tsumu." Osamu commented.

We were staying at one of the nearby parks in our dormitories- spending time feeding birds and ducks every weekend. We were sitting on a bench beside the pond and suddenly something stupid happened.

"Ya don't fucking care if I do, Samu." I replied putting my headset on, scrolling through my playlist

"Ye'r so stupid. Why are ya letting Rin ruin our siblingship, Tsumu? Ya should be on my side not his."

"I'm in no one's side except myself."

"Sweet talker are we not?" Osamu teased smirking.

"Shut up." I said looking up seeing the same girl who kissed Suna approaching us.

She leaned down and kissed Osamu's lips.

I almost puked. I looked at Osamu in confusion and it hit me like a bullet.

"Samu-.."

"Oh yeah?" the younger answered looking at the setter.

"What the actual fuck-" I whispered.

"What?"

"Are ya for real right now?!?"

~To be Continued~

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I don't actually do requests, but then again, it's interesting to work on something different sometimes. This ship was requested by luca346.. I hope you will find this enjoyable. ❤️