tw: derealization, sleep paralysis, black figures during sp
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It was...
My mother?
I could feel her tears on me. She was crying.
I wanted to reassure her but then she disappeared. Dropping me.
I was falling.
Falling endlessly.
Until I hit something.
My bed, in my room.
But i wasnt myself.
I saw myself in my bed.
I panicked.
i didnt know what to do.
I ran up to myself and as soon as I did.
I woke up.
.......
I have no idea what happened but I have to leave. I dont know why.
I have to leave.
It was around 5am so I attempted to get up but something held me back.
I couldnt move.
I then saw figures.
They were all around me.
Whispering.
"Come back." "Why did you leave us?" "What have you done." "You're horrible."
Chanting.
I couldn't take it anymore. I tried to scream.
Nothing.
I couldn't move.
I closed my eyes as I tried to cry.
I woke up later again.
I immediately got up and ran out the room. I tripped over various things due to my legs not being fit to run just yet.
Some other patients woke up from my ruckus. A mother woke up and was concerned that something happened to her baby but a security guard reassured her. A few babies who were light sleepers woke up as well and started crying. The guards calmed them down.
I didnt care what time it was anymore.
I didnt care who i was anymore.
I didnt care where i was anymore.
I DIDNT CARE.
I JUST WANT TO GO HOME.
I WANT TO GO HOME.
I MISS MY HOME.
I CANT STAND BEING HERE ANYMORE.
A guard stopped me and it took forever but she got me to calm down.
She led me back into my room once i was done venting and crying.
I didnt want to sleep and she left me in my room.
The whole incident had me tired so I fell asleep from stress and tiredness.
I really didnt want to wake up but I had to.
I woke up around lunch time.
All I ate was bread, with a side of ketchup. I dont know why but it somewhat comforted me, despite how weird it sounds.
All I remember was working on my legs with physical therapy and tweaking with my iv string,, thing? So i could walk freely with it.
Then it was night once again.
My head hit my pillow as I drifted off to sleep.
Unaware of what will happen next.
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