Maybe There is Happily Ever After

Your home??!!!??

"Zack!! Your home... wait how, when, for how long?" Where the words that fell out of my mouth as I ran across my livingroom jumping in his arms smashing my lips to his. I didn't care about any of the answers at rhat moment I had my love back in my arms.
" I got a home visit before graduation next month. I had to come see the only thing that has gotten me through this last month and a half of hell. " he said alfer he caught his breath. I laid my head on his chest afraid to let him go. I hear my mom chuckling telling me he isn't going anywhere to go grab my heels. I gave her this look of you never know and she laughed and pulled me away. As I put my heels on I was still so shocked that he was home. How did he get this all planned out without me knowing and getting my mom involved. But in all honesty I didn't care. I hugged my mom and told her thank you for everything. She smiled and kissed me on the cheek and told me to go more surprises awaited me. I grabbed my purse keys and phone and walked out the door. He told his mom and mawmaw that we would be home later. As we walked to my truck he opened my door I hoped in connected my phone and started playing our play list that we had been making through our letters. Turned and looked at him to find he was already staring at me. He leaned over and kissed me. More of the touchy kind since we weren't around our parents anymore. God this man can take my breath away.
" So where we going baby? " I asked as we pulled out of my driveway. He handed me his phone with directions. I was a bit confused since I knew my way around my home town. As if he read my mind he told me we where going out of town. I followed the GPS as we sang our songs and caught up since our last letters. I told him about the choir competition coming up and how everyone was calling me a bitch recently. He just laughed. He told me about a few girls that where mad when he got back to camp that he was taken now. Apparently they had a bet going to see who could get with him. Made me kinda jealous but I didn't say anything.
" Babygirl you have nothing to worry about I'm not going anywhere I am yours and yours alone." He said with a protective tone. I just smile. I never knew the tone of a man's voices can make your body kinda shudder in a good way but man did he like the response that he got. After dinner and   late night conversations by the lake we headed back to his house.
" shit I forgot to grab clothes." I looked at him as we pulled in the drive.
" your momma already did that it was in the back of your truck. I have planned this whole night." He said as he opened my door and helped me out. We headed inside quietly so we didn't wake anyone up. Now I done started to have this little panic attack wondering what my mom's packed for me to wear. My face turned red just thinking about it. Now most girls would be worried that there momma done packed them the most conservative clothes they own. Nah not my momma she would pack what everyone's momma wouldn't. She thought it was fun to embarrass me. I swear she makes it her goal. I ask him for my bag so I can change out of this dress. Fancy wasn't my thing unless I had a reason. Now that we are safely behind his bedroom door this dress needed to come off. I opened my bag slowly to be pleasantly surprised that for once my momma behaved. Nothing to terrible just a sports bra and shorts for bed and then a tank top and some shorts for tomorrow. Thank the gods she loved me. Still a little bashful about just a sports bra but just gotta have confidence. I went to the bathroom and changed and washed my face. As I came out I ran smack dab into his brother. He was older in age but mentally not all there. I had grown to love the big ofe. He just looked at me surprised to see me he was half asleep though. He smiled and continued back ro bed. I walked in to Zack's room placed everything back in my bag and kinda ran and jumped on the bed. He wasn't in here so figured he was out smoking but I'm not going outside without a shirt so I go through his dresser and found a shirt that looked comfy.
" Hey baby...." I said walking outside to see him om the phone. I swisher as I walked up behind him and wrapped my arms around him kissing his cheek as I stole a cigarette from is pack. I lit it and  went and sat down on the picnic table playing on my phone till he was off the phone feeling like I invaded his privacy since he walked away once I came outside. I finished my cigarette putting it out and looked up at the sky. The night sky had always been comforting to me so I walked out into the back yard and laid down on the grass. Feeling the cool night air around me. I took a deep breath and closed my eyes just enjoying the quiet around me. I heard foot steps coming towards me. I didn't care to open my eyes. I already felt like I was about to implode. I wanted the earth to open up and swallow me. As I was about to say sorry if I interrupted I feel him just lay beside me.
"What you doing beautiful?" He asked as I opened my eyes staring into the wide open sky. As a few tears slide down my face. I didn't want to look at him fearing the worst.
"Babygirl what's wrong why are you crying? Are you ok?" He asked I just shook my head bot being able to find the words I wanted to say or what my brain was over processing. I didn't want to ruin the only thing I found peace in. The next thing I know he is grabbing my face making me look at him with worry in his eyes.
"If you want me to go I can go home. I didn't mean to interrupt. I'm sorry if I'm not what you are looking for. I wish the best for you." I said as I moved his hand off my face, and got up off the ground walking back in the house grabbing everything I had brought. Now tears running down my face. I new this was to go to be true. That good things don't happen to a small town girl like me. I was grabbing my shoes with my bag slung over my shoulder i decided I would drive home barefoot I just wanted out of here. As I grabbed my phone I looked around the room that had become like a second home to me. I felt someone behind me sliding my bag off my shoulder taking my shoes out of my hand.
"Why are you leaving? What did I do wrong?" He asked crying. The sound broke my heart worse than it already was.
"It's not you it's me I can tell I'm not what you thought I was I'm not confident like everyone else I don't have the looks that every girl your in basic with." I say tears rolling down my face. " I'm not this pretty girl thats in shape got bug beautiful eyes and this slim waist. I'm fat the only shape I am is round. I'm sorry I'm not like all these other girls." I say just breaking down. "I heard you says on the phone that this isn't going to work. I'm just saving you the ""letting her down easy"" speech I will just disappear so you don't have to worry." I said grabbing my bag again.
" You think that phone call was about you. You think I would go through the trouble and anxiety of trying to plan the perfect surprise for you just for me to let you go. You are so sadly mistaking babygirl. That phone call was a job I got a couple months ago before I met you. I was suppose to fly out of state as soon as I graduated I had been waiting for that call since I had been home to tell them I'm staying I found love. I found you." Tears were coming down his face faster and faster with every sentence he said. He qas getting closer and closer with every word. I had fallen on his bed at this point bawling. After my break down.
"Quinn I fell in love with every piece of you the moment I saw you. You voice is my favorite sound. Those beautiful thick thighs are my favorite place to put my hands. Everything about you is perfect I don't give a rats ass what those childish boys have told you but a man loves a little meat and babgurl you have my mouth watering every time I see you. I don't care if your in a dress or lazy day clothes you are absolutely stunning." He said as he kissed my lips. As he slowly laid me back cuddling me telling me I'm not going anywhere. We laid there in each other's arms calming down I said I needed a cigarette as I got out of bed  pulling him with me. He growled saying he was comfy I told him he will be comfy when we came back. I walked outside lighting a cigarette taking a deep inhale. I heard the screen door open and shut again knowing it was Zack as he wrapped his arm around me kissing my neck. He grabbed my cigarette taking a drag.
" I love the way my shirts look on you hugs all the right places." He growled in my ear nipping my ear at the end. I had never told him them were turn ons. A shiver was sent down my spine and hit the pit of my stomach like a ton of bricks. I turned nipping his neck using it as a distraction to steal my cigarette back knowing that was a weakness. I smiled as I took a drag off my cigarette knowing that I have lit a fire that wasn't easy to put out. I kissed him knowing that I needed it more than he did. As we broke apart I took one more drag and gave him the last of it as I walked back in to his room. I pulled his shirt off laying it on my bag I laid on his bed searching for something to watch on the TV. As he came in and laid beside me. I curled up on his chest like any other time we were together. He laid there and played with my hair as we watched triple d I began to doze off listening to the beat of his heart and the comfort of being wrapped in his arms. Feeling like nothing could ruin this moment.