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Crazy fucking '22
I loved, I lost, I found, I cried, I hoped
It does not work with a pen and paper
Not even with the whisper method
People lay my cards and always mention the initials T and L

Unbothered by the sinking looks
Just in school to graduate
But friends? Thought this girl would have the title
Replaced me with my crush on her pre-summer insta stories at my sea nearby

I find a reason for why I cannot move on
After a summer filled with overthinking
I lost something I strongly manifested
I changed without wanting it

He was just as lonely as me
God bless this young man for making my life for seven weeks like heaven
I wish I could say thank you

Before I step outside
I need to remember
That there was a time where I begged to be loved and let myself being gaslighted
Farewell to the hard times
Never acting like this ever again

Times are different this time
If my life was wind, then it would rest now
And let the leaves touch the ground
Cried on devil's shoulder and burned angels
Will get a tattoo for barely surviving

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