A Teddy and some Lilies

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Bad place, we were our comfort
First conversation, fed my kitten with a cold
Decided to leave together and I finally claimed you as mine
You heard our closed curtain fights, the ones guests could not see
And after some weeks, and skipped steps
We began to have a passion for each other, I have awoken your interest in men

Never had something like you before, so sticked like honey
Thought, if no one has ever showed you romantic love, I will give you 500% instead of 100% of my love
After a three month fairytail, you figured water is supposed to dissolve sugar
By your side a twisted devils curse, called your brother

"A new year and a new me"  thoughts after I left the party
Returning home just to fall asleep and repeat the heating process from the january weather shivers
But there was I, speaking to you again, missed your voice
Magical three months once again, my guard had been crushed by his own people and the enemy saw the oppurtunity to attack once again

He threw dead white pigeons at me
It changed us the dead cannot be brought to life again
So needy and so sweet, but so unsure and insecure

Fixing your daddy issues was never an issue
Trying to forget one year until today because we met September 2nd is an issue

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