🫶🏼the lovers🫶🏼(dnf)

intro

word count- 993!

chapter 1

-clays pov(kinda)-
went through a bunch of different girlfriends, but he never felt satisfied with them. he just got attached. it was never love. he especially struggled in his sex life. he never felt good enough, or he just made it awkward afterwards.
all he wanted was someone to be his princess, like in all the disney movies. all he wanted was a happy ending. every girl he imagined it with ended up leaving him.
he never felt heartbroken afterwards though, just disappointed. after his last girlfriend left him, he went numb. he decided maybe it was best to give up what he has always dreamed of, a perfect marriage, a beautiful family, and best of all, a perfect partner that he could grow old with.
he stopped caring who that "lucky" person could be. but he didn't want to give up on his dream that easy.
he thought it was best to look into his sexuality, i mean what if he didn't fall in love because it was the wrong gender. he was scared though. growing up his parents were homophobic and he was scared to tell them if he was gay.
he just came up with the conclusion that if he falls for someone of the same gender to just go with the flow. that's all his life was. going with the flow. he was scared though. scared of rejection. he didn't want to become desperate for someone, but he wanted someone to love and treat wonderful.
that was it, he came up with a plan. he was going to let the universe do it for him. after all he did in fact believe in soulmates. So he was going to wait patiently for his to come to him. he was allegedly bound to them.
he just couldn't wait. he need to clear his mind. he needed to run away and never come back. he grabbed his laptop and decided to go to the local coffee shop that he hasn't tried out yet. he just bringing his laptop so he would look busy and no one would bother him.

-george's pov-

he looked up from his phone and saw his boyfriend walking across the living room clearly in a pissed off mood. he immediately knew it was gonna come off on him. he knew he was gonna be blamed for something. i mean that's what happens in a abusive relationship.

george always hope that he had a soulmate out there. someone who could come and save him. or at least help him. he's tried going to therapy but nothing ever helped him. nothing ever worked because of the abuse he was experiencing. he always tried to break off the relationship but then he just get threatened. he always thought about ending his life just to not worry anymore but then he thought about his family and couldn't put himself to doing it.

of course he loved his boyfriend i mean why else would he have gotten into the relationship anyways. he was wonderful and treat him right at first but then he changed. he changed when he's mom died. it really took an affect on his mental health. he had no way how showing his emotions. it just always come out on anger. anger that came out on george. at first he didn't mean to but over time he stopped caring. george of course tried to be a supporting boyfriend and tried to help. he even tried to bring him along to his therapy appointment.

"george" "george" got shouted very aggressively in the living room. it caught george off guard. "yeah?" george said. "it's yes sir you hear me. anyways imma go out to dinner with my dad and sister. while i'm out i expect you to go to the local gas station and get me some cigarettes i'm almost out and will probably end up using the rest while i'm out." he then turned around and slammed the door on his way out.

george got up and looked opened the mini blinds and watched as his boyfriend was pulling out. george sweared it took him forever to pull out. he figured he was texting a girl. i mean george isn't that dumb. he may act like it sometimes but he's actually really smart. a overthinker at the least. george just acted like he never saw the small faint hickeys on his boyfriends neck or the smell of flowers and cherries that lingers on his clothes for what seems forever.

george decided to go get a shower and help his mind get off some hard and complicated stuff. he decided to grab his watermelon tree hut sugar scrub that his sister sent all the way from the uk. he was blessed to have a supportive family even if they were thousands of miles away. all he wanted or needed was a supportive partner. he's had past girlfriends that haven't worked out. he almost got married to one. then he realized he might be attracted to men as well after catching feelings for one of his friends. then he met his current boyfriend who made him delete all contact with his friends when he was going through his moms death. it cause him to have trust issues.

george took his precious time in the shower doing god knows what. when he got out he saw he had multiple notifications.

jayden- hey imma go home with my dad and stay the night.

george- okay, be safe. i love you<3

of course george got left on read. he didn't really love jayden he just wanted to avoid messing with him cause he's sick and tired of having constant bruises. since george is tired of being stuck up in the house, and the only time he could leave is when jayden needs something, he decided to head to the local coffee shop to try and clear his mind.