When the rain pours down

I am a bit unsure of this story, but if you guys like it, please comment and let me know if you like it :) Oh and by the way, I am not from an english country so there might be some spelling mistakes. Don't comment about it If that's so, please. Cause I, as I said, already know. OK, here we go with chapter 1.

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Chapter 1:

The rain pours down, making my face wet, destroyng everything on it's way. Even so, I still don't want to leave my place in the rain. It feels different from the rest of my life. This is where I want to stay, I won't move. This is where I belong, here under the rain. Here, when the rain pours down.

I had been standing there in the rain for at least a half hour, when it stopped, my pain also did. Just for a while, I guess. The sky got the most beutiful blue colour, I smiled, put my hair back to it's place and started to walk home. I closed by eyes, wondering how things would be and just wanted to skip all of this emotions. Painful emotions and my awful, depressing memories. While I was deep sunk in my thoughts my blue galaxy mini vibrated in my grey hoodie. I took it up and looked at the screen. It was a text from Christina, one of my stupid classmates that I had to pretend to like.

 C: Hey Amber. It's me, Christina, u know. Just wondering where u r, guess you're skipping school again but I was just curious. Anyways, r u ok? Please, text me back

I sighted, started to text her back, but what else should I do? The teachers are probably pissed but honestly, I don't even care about it. I just learn the same thing all the time, it's so boring that I almost die, again.

A: Well, maybe I do but that's not your problem Christina. I'm fine.

Shortly after I had send her the text, I got another one. I sighted and took a look at it.

C: K, fine, I won't ask. At least I know that you're ok, and that's what's important.

A: Good. See u

C: yeah, I guess we do

I put my phone back in my pocket and started to walk faster, I just wanted home where I could be alone and read my books in peace and quiet. Alone with my thoughts and emotions, just what I needed today.

I finally came in threw my door, took of my red converse and took a look in the mirror. I was, as always, pale. My short and curly brown hair was wet but it still looked very nice. My lips had a deep red colour and my eyes were shining blue, just like ice. My reflextion stared att me with a cold look, I relaxed just a little and I immidiatley looked prettier. Just like a doll, I guess. Just like an unreal porslin doll. I shaked the thought away from me and began to walk to my bookcase. My pale hand took my favorite book, "The physcopath" and I smiled. I loved those creepy books. It didn't matter how old it was, I just loved it. The fact is that I have been reading this book fourty times, still, I can't stop reading it.I made it cozy in my favorite chair and started to read where I ended last night.

When I stopped reading, I hadn't realized that I had been sitting there in my chair for five hours. It's unbelieveble how things can make you fly away from the reality so quick. I sighted, my throat was dry and it hurted. I layed the book on the table and made my way to the kitchen. I opened the fridge and took out a bag of AB positive and pulled it into a glass. The smell from the blood made me a bit wild but I calmed myself down and drank the blood slowly. It tasted wonderful and gave me new powers.

The day was almost over, just a couple of hours left. Even if I didn't want to, I went into my bathroom and brushed my teeth. Shortly after that, I made my way into my bedroom and put on my zebra patternd hot pants together with a grey t-shirt.

My bedroom had dark purple walls and the bed stood in the right corner next to a lot of bookcases filled with my collections. I had many expensive paintings in here and I also had my old, but still, favorite carpet in this room. It looked old fashioned, dark and mysterious. Just like I want it. I walked to my bed and layed myself under the covers. As my eyes closed, my memories came back to me.

I ran after them as fast as I could, my legs hurt but I refused to give up. I saw their hands trying to reach me, I saw their sorrow. I just wanted to scream, they can't do this to me. They can't take them away from me. They can't burn them. I was close enough to touch her beutiful, pale hand when my legs gave up and I fell. The tears wouldn't stop coming, they just came over and over again even when I tried to remove them. I screamed with all my voice "NO!" over and over again. In the end, I couldn't scream anymore. I couldn't breath, my emotions were too many. It was just too much. I fell to the ground with thousands of tears and the pain all over me.

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It happend a little things at least :) I desided that it was necessary to do so. Ok then, what do you think about it? Please, tell me what you think and if you have the time, please vote :)

Hugs from your BluFlames (Evanna) :3