Own desire is the best aphrodisiac

True desires

Chu Wanning was in the red lotus pavilion, he had just come back from the same spots he usually goes around, since he can never leave Sisheng peak. He only went to the bamboo forest to do some meditation, he went to see the golden fish in the bridge while remembering some affairs of the past, wondering how come everything had ended up with his disciple being an emperor, a cruel one to make it worse.

It was already noon when he got to the pavilion, and he was very bored in there. It had been a while since Taxian Jun had visited him. It felt weird. Last time when he asked the servants, they told him he had been very busy with some of his projects… yeah, projects of killing people, Chu Wanning thought hopelessly.

But something that caught his attention was the other thing Taxian Jun had been doing besides that, and it was that he had been visiting Song Qiu Tong. The empress. And that was the only information he could get, of course he wouldn’t ask for details.

Chu Wanning decided to wait again a see if Taxian Jun would arrive, he waited, but he never showed.

But really, why would Taxian Jun visit the empress, Chu Wanning thought. His chest felt heavy…

Why hadn’t he visited lately…
Since he had been given the title of the imperial concubine, Taxian Jun would go and fuck him whenever he felt like it, almost every day without rest. The last time he was sure he was going to die from it. He got his legs all shaky the whole day after that, and then Taxian Jun hadn’t even greeted him for several days now.

But he had been seeing the empress… what exactly were they doing?

It was already very dark in the pavilion, he felt so lonely. And his heart was aching. Why would he miss so much such a cruel person?, why would he enjoy his touches, when Taxian Jun obviously did it with such noticeable hate… but he wanted to be in his company.

He couldn’t believe he missed his heat. He felt a tingling in his belly just at the thought of being touched by those strong hands. By the thought of those watery sounds of the movement of their connected bodies. That tanned chest. That chest, with strong muscles that pressed him hard on the bed.

He suddenly came back from his thoughts .

-What is wrong with me - he mumbled.

But his heart was beating fast, and he was breathing heavily.

He remembered the aphrodisiac Taxian Jun had left next to the bed one day. He told him it was a tea herb, but he knew it wasn’t. Why would he give him something as innocent as tea herbs?

He thought of an idea, he couldn’t believe he would use his mind to think such shameless ideas. But he couldn’t also think clearly. His body didn’t listen to his reason.

He peaked outside his dorm and saw that Taxian jun’s servant was walking near.
He was so nervous, but he was a crucial piece to his plan.

He called him and asked him to tell Taxian Jun that the tea herbs he had given him, had made him act weird. He was sure Taxian Jun would catch the idea of what exactly “weird” meant.

After sending away the servant, he decided he would go and take a shower.
His heart never stopped racing. Just what shameless thing had he just done?

He took off all of his clothes until he was fully naked. He let his hair down and entered the water to start washing himself.

It had passed a few minutes when he felt the presence of some eyes watching him while he was taking a shower. His chest felt so hot. He knew it was Taxian Jun’s gaze.