Trying to look good when you cant see your reflection in the mirror is not easy at all, i had to trust that my mother was giving me the right clothes, and it was hard because my mother has never had a good taste in that.
-mom i want my dark jeans- i said
-dark? they are all the same!- she said frustated
-no they are not! ive me the pair which is darker!
-here- she said putting them in my hands, i hope they are the ones- which shirt?
-the purple one which has flowers
-the one with pink flowers?
-no no no!!! the one with purple flowers
-the White one?
-No! the purple one, with purple flowers on it!
-oh oh i found it ! here it is-she said putting it beseides me- let me help you- she said trying to help me change my clothes
-no wait mum, i want to try it by myslef- i said and she gave me the jeans, i changed my clothes by my own
-perfect- she said and i could hear he smile in her voice
-could you give me the heart necklace that is in my bathroom? oh and the silver earing too- i Heard her footsteps going into my bathroom and returning a minute later, her warm hands put the necklace around my neck and the earings
-something else dear?
-yes could you please do my make up?
-make up?- she asked confused, i usually dont wear any
- yes mum! my boyfriend is coming, and he will see me like this for the first time, i have to look perfect- she sighed
-if you want so..- he took out my eyeliner and mascara from my purse and start working with my eyes and after a moment she talked again- natural, right?
-yes
-are you sure you want to wear make up?
-just a Little bit mum, it wont hurt anyone
-ok- she said repeating the same process but with the other eye, she also put on sme lipstick- ready, you look amazing
-thanks mom- i said giving her a smile, and i felt his eyes on my face, in that moment we Heard a knock at the door- is him- she said sure- im openig the door, do you want to go downstairs or i tell him to come up
-let him up please- i said not relly in the mood of dealing with the stairs again
-ok- she gave a kiss in my forehead and leaved the room, i Heard how she opened the door and talked to Niall a Little before i Heard footsteps on my door, he knocked the door, even tought i was sure it was opened
-come in- i said in a whisper, my hands shaking, i couldnt see him, but for sure he was staring at me
-hi princess- he said and i felt him near to me
-hi Nialler- i said smiling- come near- i asked, he gave a step ending closer to me, i extended my hand and found his chest making me smile, i left my hand travel up to his face, my fingers explorig his jawline and checks i leaned and gave him a kiss on the check, i felt his lips curving into a smile, his hands were on top of mine and he wrapped my Little one with both of his.
-how are you feeling?- he asked sweetly
-better
-im glad to hear that, and im really happy for looking at you - he said giving a kis to the back of my hand, i smiled- that beautiful smile, missed it so much
-Niall.. - i comlained blushing
-what?- he asked amused
-you are making me blush- i said making him chuckle, oh that laugh, i really had missed it this last week- take out that silly smirk of your face Niall
-what?how?
-yesh i know... is like i loose the sight and i won super powers - i feel him tense -its alright Niall
-Beth, you are amazing- he said and i felt his strong arms around me, i took me a second to comppose myself and hugged him back, my arms around of his neck, his warm breath relaxed me. it felt really nice to be so close to him.-beth?
-mhm?
-can we go out i want to show you something
-i dont know Niall, I'm not sure if i can deal with streets- i said nervous, i havent been able to walk alone for long distances without falling in something.
-im going with you love, I'm not letting my princess to fell down- he took my hand and pulled me out of my room.I followed him- be careful here starts the stairs- he said wraping my waist and guiding me down. We walked towards the kitchen, i knew it by the smell, i have learned that each room in my house had a different smell, and it was easy to know which one letting my nose to help me.
-mum?
-yes dear?
-can we go out?- Niall asked for me
-i..I dont know, how you feel Beth? do you think you have the hability?-i felt Nialls hand wrapping me closer to him encouraging me
-yes i think i can
-well if you are sure, yes you can, but dont be out too much, is going to get dark soon
-dont worry mum- i said and walked slowly towards her and gave her a kiss on the cheek.
-Goodbye Susan
-bye Niall.
We wento out of the house and i felt the cold air in my chest, Niall inmediatly wrapped me closer to him.
-i would give you my jacket, if i hadnt forgot it when because of the hurry of seeing you- he daid in my ear
-dont worry, Im fine
We walked in silenece, a confortable silence, i liked to feel his hot breath mext to me, and his heart beat closer to my chest, i liked to know i hadnt lose him, even tought i had lose my sight, the picture of him was staying in my head for the rest of my life.
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hi guys! im sorry i know this chapter sucks. .. anyways i had to uploaded it so. .. yea
