(𝘾𝘼𝙉𝘾𝙀𝙇𝙇𝙀𝘿) random shitty thoughts at like 3 am/diary

i want to kill myslef

if you suffer from depression, or do self harm i highly suggest you not to read this. (:

i've had enough of this, waking up every day just to do the same thing again

go to school

talk to people

go home

don't eat

don't do your homework

try to sleep

I just hate myself, i'm doing bad at school, and it's not getting better. I'm thinking of ending it at my birthday so nobody has to suffer from me anymore, I just wish I wasn't so useless and actually did something good for once

Broke up with my girlfriend who was my best friend from kindergarten, and now catching back feelings

Friends always sad around me

I just wish I could end it quickly and painlessly

That's very stupid, I know. They all say

wait till your 18

wait till you get a job

wait till you have a family

And I agree with them, it's not worth it,

but

is

it

really?

November 9th 2022