My mothers daughter

My truth

Hi, my name is Kate I am 15 years old and I have an sex addiction . I know how it sounds to just come out and say this but it's all for a reason let me start it from the beginning ...

Eight years ago ....
When I was seven I loved going over my grandma's house. At anytime she could cook up a storm she would make the best cheesecake OH My God it was so good.....never mind back to what I was saying .I had an uncle who also lived with my grandma he was a my favorite person next to my father. My mom started to have money problems so we had to move in with my grandma till my mom got back on her feet. Two months after we moved in my uncle touched me. At first I didn't really try to pay it any mind until he started to do it more and more. He did it for three years and I didn't say a word because I felt like no one would be leave me. My mom and I moved out and thing started to feel bad for me I didn't go back to my grandma's house for a year. Until my mom want on a Cruise I had to say the my grandma for to weeks cause my dad was to busy. Each day my uncle did the same thing to me yes I would scream and cry but no one heard me. My mom would go on a cruise every year and I would go to the same place. When I was 12 my uncle raped and took everything from me. A year later I meet a boy named Marcus and he was my first "love". After Marcus it was Denzel I could talk to him about anything and everything even my uncle. I was only 14 and I got out of control all I wanted from him was sex nothing more . He was 15 going on 16 he started to truly have feelings for me and I couldn't return it. We broke three months after I told him about my uncle he felt like I was using him. I didn't see how I was using him I was giving what all boys want or maybe he wanted more from me than sex. I didn't know that the next year would take me somewhere or make someone I didn't see my self becoming.