sorry for my spelling errors I'm new to this also this chapter has suicide attempt and self-harm if that is something you don't feel comfortable reading please skip.
- Izuku's Pov-
School had just ended I thought about going back to my dorm room, but I honestly don't feel like just staring at my ceiling all day I had then thought back to what Kachan told me back in middle school. Should I do it, but about what about my friends, they probably don't even care about me and are using me like who wouldn't I'm just a useless piece of crap who doesn't deserve to live "You know what I'm going to do it no one will care anyway it's not like I will achieve anything in this lifetime.'' I then walked up to the rooftop of UA and took of my red shoes and put down my backpack I had wrote a letter for anyone that cared to read it I had then looked down at the ground below me and had counted down to 5 then took one step forward but then all of a sudden, I had started to float.
-Ochoka Pov-
School had just ended I wanted to see if Deku wanted to hang out but when I saw him walking out of the classroom I noticed something was off I know it's weird but I started to follow him when I noticed where he was going I was in shock as I had seen him putting down a piece of paper and taken off his shoes and I had run towards him as he stepped onto the ledge I was almost too late I released him and hugged him as tight as I could while he sobbed onto my shoulder and he repeated I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry . I rubbed his back in circles and told him that it's ok that he's fine now I noticed that he had fallen asleep after all that crying I made him float knowing that he was too heavy for me to carry and I took him to my dorm room laying him down on my bed I then thought He is so cute when he sleeps but I wonder what brought him to do this he is always so cheerful and smiling has he been faking it I feel so blind but I will make sure nothing happens like this to him again.
-Izuku's Pov-
"Huh what happened " I sat up slowly feeling my wrists sting then remembering what I had did earlier that day before passing out from exhaustion did ochoka carry me all the way here. I then felt someone hug me from behind it was ochoka. I feel ashamed right now she probably doesn't even like me and just helped me out of pity. She then whispered in my ear are you alright now you still seem tired do you want to rest more it's fine if you do, I don't mind she said with a smile. I loved seeing her smile with her small dimples and her cute voice, Izuku snap out of it and answer the damn question I responded with" I'm fine I'm sorry to trouble you I'll be on my way." I then got up and grabbed the doorknob about to walk out but then she grabbed my wrist and said please don't go. I wanted to leave and didn't at the same time I did my wrist started to sting even more. I had let go of the doorknob and sat down with my back leaned against the wall
" Deku it's fine if you're not ready to answer them yet I know it's hard but what brought you to want to jump?" I was scared to answer I had started to have flash backs from middle school and thought of my parents and stepdad it brought me to tears I could feel myself shaking ochoka then went over and hugged me she just hugged me didn't say a word I hugged back while crying into her shoulder I felt like I was being selfish that I didn't deserve this she shouldn't be being this nice to me. Why does she care so much?
- ochoka's pov-
- I will make sure nothing happens to him ever again. Oh, he is waking up. " Huh what happened" He looks so cute confused Ochoka snap out of it this isn't about you. I got up and hugged him from behind wrapping my arms around his waist and laying my head on his shoulder and whispering into his ear " You're alright now. He seemed still exhausted I always see him training with all might or with Aizawa and with his classmates he over works himself I then thought to ask him if he wanted to sleep more " do you want to sleep more it fine if you do, I don't mind." he responded with a no I could easily tell he was lying but he then got up about to leave I didn't want him to I know it was selfish of me he probably needed to be alone right now but I couldn't help to think about what he had done earlier that day I didn't want him to do anything like that when he was alone and I really wanted to know what was wrong he let go of the doorknob I didn't think he would he then went over back onto my bed and leaned his back against the wall I went over to him and sat down next to him . I really wanted to know what was wrong, so I asked him " Deku it's fine if you aren't ready to answer them yet I know it's hard but what brought you to jump? He started crying and I noticed him shaking I leaned over and hugged while rubbing his back in circles attempting to calm him down, I didn't say anything, so I didn't make anything worse than it was I was getting tired it had been a long day, but it isn't about me it was getting harder to keep my eyes open as minutes passed then I had fallen asleep. Izuku was so warm I could feel my shoulder wet but i didn't care all I cared about was that he is ok now and nothing will happen anymore because I will get to the bottom of it and stop it no matter what it takes.
-Izuku's pov -
Ochoka was still hugging me I had started to calm down I was going to answer her question when all of a sudden, I heard light snores I looked down to see her sleeping. She looked so peaceful and cute I put my hand through her hair and started playing with it her hair is so soft her short brown hair I wish we could stay like this forever I moved a little quickly looking back at her worrying that I woke her up and of course I did she sat up and looked me with her face bright red " Omg I'm so sorry I didn't mean to!" I chuckled a little "It's fine." my arms were getting worse and I think ochoka noticed because she looked at my arms concerned " Deku do you hurt yourself?" what how , how did she figure it out " w-what n-no I d-don't." damnit why do I have to stutter she then got closer to me reaching for my sleeves I didn't want her seeing so I wrapped my arms around her waist and kissed her. I could feel my face burning and saw that she was a bright as a tomato I backed away from her " I'm sorry I-" She reached in and kissed me again of course I kissed back but then I noticed I started to float, and she reached for my arms and rolled up my sleeves. SHIT, I fell for it.
-ochoka pov-
Omg Deku kissed me, but I still couldn't help but wonder what was under his sleeves I came up with an idea if I went in and kissed him again and made him float, he couldn't stop me from rolling up his sleeves and seeing what he was hiding I really hope I'm wrong, but I still need to see. "I'm sorry I-" this was the perfect moment I then went in for the kiss and made him float I grabbed his arms lightly because if I was right which I don't want to be I don't want to make them worse I then rolled up his sleeves and I had seen what I wished wasn't there but there it was there was fresh cuts some cuts still healing and ones that were already scars I noticed that tears were running down my face I released Deku as he fell onto my bed he pulled me into a hug " I'm sorry Ochoka ." He-he called me by my first name I didn't know what to say " i-i love you Izuku." FUCK I THOUGHT I WAS THINKING THAT. I didn't expect him to say anything back I don't expect him to have feelings for me too " I love you to Ochoka ." I was in shock. " um so does this mean that you like me back if you do and want to go out with me then kiss me " I then broke the hug and backed up he then got closer and kissed me and of course I kissed back he broke the kiss and then said " I know this probably isn't the time but um do you want to know why I was going to jump " I didn't expect for him to tell me so soon. " Yes, but that's up to you take your time. I said while looking down know that i was looking like a tomato. " It's fine I will tell you now
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Sorry this chapter was short I will try more for the next like I said I'm new to this kind of stuff and I have school, and this is like sort of cringe I'm not really liking it I may continue with it but just trust the process. 😅 And I will be posting a new chapter almost every day and you can give me ideas for what you want for the next chapter and also you can tell me if there are any errors that I made.
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