Par Kare Toh Kya Kare?!

ishqi's...

Toh basically iss story me sabko dadi ka asli rup pata h....par Rhea ka sach nhi.....both negatives still live in MM par Ishqi n Ahaan r happily married yet do face issues.....n pro tip Savitri inhi ke saath rehti h..... basically sab dadi ko ignore karte h....Parr abhi bhi unhi ki hukume chalti hai....toh wo Ishqi se itna kaam karwati hai ki pucho Matt 😔din bhar bichari upar niche upar niche.....nd ha IshqHaan ki shaadi ko hue hai 3 mahine....Sonu 2 months pregnant hai aur Rhea about 7 months......

This is when Ishqi gets preg....but is still insecure of revealing it to eryone else....

Just a random day at MM in Malhotra's life.....

Ishqi' was having random strokes par was neglecting ki ye kuch alag kaaran se ho rha ho kyuki she thought that she was not taking good care of her medicines.....she was often throwing up upon smelling or tasting certain food items aur chakar khana toh mano har din ka natak ho gya tha......

In spite of several scoldings from ahaan n rest.....she still completely ignored her symptoms n randomly discussed it with her friend who was a nurse at a women's hospital.....

Us wakt baat karte samay her friend randomly brought out the topic of pregnancy test n etc.....at that time Ishqi toh haste haste bol di chal hatt pagli....but soon realising her friend's seriousness it hit Ishqi hard n she decided to take up a test just for assuring herself n her heart.....

Kuch din baad she locks herself up in the bathroom mentally preparing n calming herself down by taking deep breaths n follows the procedures for the test.....minutes later she gasps upon reading the results.....it reflected

Just one single faint red line....she sighs in relief but somewhere it poked her heart on knowing the actual results.....kuch der baad after looking at the test result with a blank face while crying constantly she jerks upon hearing dadi's voice from her room ordering Ishqi to make some chai for her n kadha for Rhea as she was the one more valued in ahaan's absence rather than Ishqi....she silently throws the test in the dustbin and just tries to forget about all what happened n resumes being the "ghar ki kaam wali bai a.k.a. THE BAHU"

But the test thingy was over her mind all day long.....still not accepting the fact that it was negative.....so after ahaan came in the evening n gave her a hug, he noticed that she looked disturbed but got relieved after she said that it was just that it was a really tiring day for her....n indeed it was

Soon the lights went off in the whole house...after making sure everyone was asleep...she made herself comfortable on the bed....par isse toh din bhar kuch satae ja rhi thi comfort toh durr ki baat hai..... she was just staring the ceiling blankly while being under the duvet thinking of something continuosly when she turned around to see Ahaan...who was fast asleep as he too had a really hectic day n smiled upon thinking of having her OWN family with HIM......

Her thoughts left the trance when she randomly remembered about the test....she immediately got up n barged into the bathroom n without any further ados picked up the test from the dustbin....(c'mon yarr itna bhi ghatiya kant nhi h....manlo ki bass wo kit hi kachare ke dabbe me tha)

N the shock of her life 😵😵it reflected TWO RED LINES!!!....... usko zor ka jhatka haye zoro se laga h laga.....suprise, overwhelmness, stress, galat faymi took over her mind n she hurriedly took out the instruction page.....reading it like a maniac n there was the sentence that caught her eye.....she read it almost a hundred times just to be sure....n what it stated was something she might have been longing to read since the whole day.....MAKE SURE TO WAIT FOR ATLEAST ½ HR FOR RECEIVING THE RESULTS..... N what did she do....just waited for about a min before reacting.... Uffff!!!!

She immediately ran to the dressing table hurriedly pulled out a few more test kits n took them all up at the same time n waited peacefully for the results to show up while she was smiling continuously looking at the first one......but a thought struck her mind ~ what if Ahhan was not ready for it....what if her insecurities for Rhea grew n she was not able to take care of her child....what if Rhea's child became Ahaan's first most priority..not hers?????????

This made her so confused that even upon getting positive on all of the tests....she looked tensed rather than relieved......

Months passed...she was already bout 4 months in...her belly was quite visible now but now one knew about it.....abhi bhi she worked like dadi's P.A. ..... running around her day n night......she would think about their child's future every night.... fearing about the difficulties she might face

All this made her conclude upon aborting one day.....it broke her heart n she hated herself for bringing such thoughts up.....Parr kare bhi toh kya kare???? 🙂🥲

She would visit her gyno friend every week.....n each time it would a positive reply from her side....the baby was totally fine n healthy but Dr.   Vaani (her friend) wanted Ishqi to tell everyone about her being pregnant cause she knew all this work would affect her health later on........

So ek din wo asehi usse Milne chaligyi kyuki she was really bored at MM and after seeking permission and taane from dadi she literally ran to Vaani's apartment.....Vaani knew that she was worried so she didn't bring up the topic of her pregnancy....but Ishqi....at a random moment popped up the topic of aborting the child....Vaani spat out the coffee she was having and looked at her in utter 'disappointed wala shock' constantly nodding in no(s)......

Vaani: (really worried)na....nahi Ishqi tu..tu kuch aisa nhi karegi (holds her hands) u know ki ye sab sahi nhi....k...kar sakti...how could u think of that! ( quite angrily )

Ishqi(heartbroken): merese nhi hoga Vaani....me karu toh kya karu?!