Secrets

1. Silent Cries

'Crystal, hurry up! You're taking forever!' I woke up in a quick urge to a familiar voice, Dean's. 'Ok, just give me a second.' I said rushing to get any outfit that I first saw.

5 minutes later, I rushed downstairs to him eating breakfast with my little sister, Amelia. 'Good-morning goofball.' Dean said with an adorable smirk on his face. I smiled and sat down next to him. 'Ready for school?' I thought to myself, 'No, it's school.. No one is ready.' But instead I said, 'Sure, i'm always ready.' 'Cool, well.. Let's go.' He said while grabbing my hand so gently and leading me to the doorway. Before he opened the door, he kissed me. It was like an electric shock paralyzing me from the arms, down to my hips. After 5 seconds later, He let go. 'I'm sorry, i didn't mean to do that.' He said with disappointment. 'It's ok, I was totally ok with it.' He smiled, 'Really?' he said with a that adorable smirk on his face. I nodded. 'Well alright then, let's get t school before we're late.' He said walking me out to the car.

When we got to the passenger side of the car, he opened the door, before I got in he grabbed my arm so I could get his attention and kissed me.

Once I got into the car and Dean was in the driver side and already starting the ignition, we were already on our way to school before we know it. When we got to the school, Isabella opened the door, pulled me out of the car and gave me the biggest hug in the world. 'Oh my god, Crystal.. Are you ok?' She said with a sobbing sound in her voice. 'She's fine,now give her some space would ya?' Dean said with a little bit of anger in his voice. 'Yes i'm ok Isabella, I promise. 'Good.' Isabella said with a smile on her face.

So, you're probably wondering what happened over summer break. Well, i'll tell you.

Over summer break Dean, my parents and I were in the middle of no where and a drunk guy hit us pretty hard and we landed in a river. Dean pulled me out just in time, but when he was trying to save my parents.. They had already drowned.

Dean pulled me over to the side, 'If you need anything, just tell me ok?' He said. I nodded and kissed him on the cheek. 'Ok, i'll meet you in the cafeteria during lunch.' He said with a small smirk on his face. I nodded once again and we both walked to the front door to the school and went our separate ways.

Isabella as always followed me to my locker. 'So you and Dean, huh?' She said with a smile on her face. 'We're just friends Isabella, nothing more.' I lied, maybe we were more than just friends. 'Well that's a bunch of bull. Crystal, you haven't had a relationship that makes you happy in years. Maybe it's time to find that dream guy you've always wanted.' Maybe she was right, maybe it's time to find that guy. 'True, but I don't think that Dean likes me that kind of way.' I said, I lied again, he's absolutely in love with me ever since we were little kids. 'Have you seen the way he looks at you?! He's in love with you. Open your eyes Crystal!' She said with anger. 'Ok, maybe he does.. 'Oh, trust me.. you know he does.' she said with less anger. She was right, I knew that he loves me.

During summer break we dating for a couple of months until my parents died. he was devastated, so was I but he knew that I couldn't handle a relationship right after what had happened with my parents.

Isabella snapped her fingers in front of my face trying to exit me out of the thought of my parents. 'You were thinking out your parents and Dean, weren't you?' she said. 'No. Well, maybe but that's besides the point. This is time for school, not for talking about the death of my parents.' I said with a snappy attitude. She knew I was upset because she lowered her head down so she was looking down at the floor. 'I'm sorry, i'm just worried that you're going to hurt yourself again.' 'Isabella, i'm ok.. it's not going to happen again.'

What happened last time when i got depressed was when I cut myself, tried to commit suicide and also, i overdosed.

'Ok, promise me Chrissy.' She said with a tear down her face. 'I promise it wont happen again.' i said while hugging her tight. 'I promise.'