Ruths pov
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"hi Louis, I know you're busy I just wanted to answer your questions from the letter :)"
"so basically my favourite colour is sage green, I'm 13 almost fourteen, I really like sushi, yes I love reading, and right now my favourite song is through the dark :)"
I waited for about 10 minutes before my phone went off... it was Louis!
"aww, that's great love! Also, you missed one question;)"
"lol, that's for me to know and for you to find out lou!"
"come onnnn you can tell me ruth!!"
"Maybe later..."
"Bye ruth!!! I got to go to an interview but I'll text you later ok?"
"ok lou ttyl"
I really liked talking to Louis he helped me a lot through a lot of things even before I sent that letter.
A few days ago rose left to go visit my grandparents, they only wanted to see her but I was fine with that I didn't like them anyway. but ever since she left my mom has just been getting worse and worse. She has started to physically abuse me. i try to ignore it but some days are harder than others, when people ask me about the bruises I just say I fell off my bike or something like that.
I've tried to keep in touch with Louis but he's been really busy so I haven't talked to him much. The boys are coming to California soon, Louis told me he wanted to meet me when they get here.
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They boys are on a flight to California rn they should be here by like 7pm they said they want to meet soon, we're supposed to meet tomorrow.
I have nothing to do today so I'm going to watch one of my favourite movies... Tick, tick...Boom.
(ik the dates don't match up don't come at me✋😔)
I love that movie so much.
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By the time my movie ended it was 6:55
"Hey Ruth, me and the boys are landing now can't wait to see you :))"
I smiled when I saw his text, then my mom walked in...
"WHY ARE YOU SMILING ITS NOT LIKE YOU HAVE ANY FRIENDS" she spat
"ACTUALLY I DO SO CAN YOU JUST LEAVE ME ALONE I CANT DEAL WITH YOU TODAY" I cried
" YOU DONT GET GET TO TELL ME WHAT TO DO YOU FAT PIG" she yelled at me, then she slapped me, over and over and over again. My lip was bleeding and my cheek was definitely going to be bruised.
"DONT LIE TO ME EVER AGAIN YOU SELFISH, UNGRATEFUL,LITTLE BRAT!" She said then she stomped out.
I can't do this anymore, I can't...
I grab my phone and call Louis
Ring...
Ring,
Ring.
"Hello?"
"I'm sorry Louis I'm so sorry"
"What's wrong are you ok?!?"
"I can't do this anymore I'm sorry I'm so sorry."
Then I hung up...
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To whom this may concern,
My name is Ruth, I am thirteen years old. I have been physically and mentally abused by my mother, the only people who cared about me are my friend violet and the one direction boys, I doubt anyone will read this or even remember me for that matter, but it's not your fault, it's my mothers. I'm sorry,
Ruth
I left my note on my desk then I ran into my bathroom and grabbed my bottle of pain killers and started to swallow them..
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Keep going no one cares I thought
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After the 20th pill I could feel myself starting to go limp, then I heard it.
"RUTH OPEN THE DOOR PLEASE, PLEASE DONT DO THIS!!"
It was Louis.. I couldn't move it was to late, he kept on banging on the door when finally it opened I saw their faces they were crying? Then I blacked out
That's it, it's over I'm free...
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