My brothers bestfriend (A.M fanfiction) [EDITING]

Chapter 28

Hazel POV:

I fell asleep with my cheeks tearstained.
My heart aching as I kept thinking was I can't face them!
These next few hours would either pass as a blip in the course of my life or they would be the final trauma that broke me.
I'm so scared and nervous.
I've never been this scared before and I don't know why?

Maybe it's because your facing Austin for the first time after a month of no contact.
Your scared because you know as soon as you make eye contact with those beautiful hazel orbs burning holes into your eyes your going to melt into he's arms.
Your going to suddenly have a sudden rush feeling towards him again.
However, your scared to love him because last time you gave him your heart he ripped it out and stomped on it when you caught him cheating on you and you don't want deja vu.
My thoughts whispered hauntingly.

I shook the thoughts out as I dragged myself off my bed while dragging my feet against the carpet.

I turned the shower tap on and waited for it to warm up as I stripped out of my night clothes.
I walked into the steaming water and felt relaxed as the water pounded against my back and my scalp.
I leaned my hands on the shower wall as I shut my eyes and just let the water run.
I felt so relaxed after my shower.
But I felt like something was missing...

Perhaps a felling of emptiness in the soul.
It could be heartbreak.
But if it's really heartbreak you wont be with that person anymore and you eventually forget it.
The bad thing is when you don't know if he loves you or not and you can't get over him.
My inner voice cooed ;suggesting a scenario that might be the reason why I feel this way.

I know that but ...
No it's not that.
I just feel like I need to change my image a-bit.
I feel like changing my image which symbolises fresh start.
A new beginning.

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After flicking through many magazines choosing a new hair style.
I still couldn't pick one so as the man called my name I sat in the chair and said
"I have no clue what hair style I want but I want a style that suits me and screams out new beginning ...a new me! but mature and professional"

So he did what he thought looked best.
Soon enough he was passing me the mirror.
I couldn't breathe. I couldn't even believe that was me.
"This is the one!"

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After hours of deathly silence I finally arrived to my destination.
I passed the sign that I just merely a mouth ago passed leaving the state to go to LA and only a few months before that; I saw the same sign I once just passed for the first time in years that read..
'Welcome to San Antonio'

"Welp this is it guys ...were here"
I just about muttered through the phone quickly pressing loud speaker to hear there responses before the call went dead.
I exited out Logan's car with my parents trailing behind me in theirs.
We all huddled up and stood beside each other outside the house I once lived in many years ago.
Admiring the house that hadn't changed one bit.
The house I went through so many emotions in such a sort amount of time.
First was meeting Austin.
Disliking Austin for being such a jerk.
Loving Austin.
And finally leaving Austin.
The other great memories was spent with Robert and 'the crew' who I miss very much.

Okay deep breathes.
You can do this just breathe...

I hesitated to knock the door ...but Jesse was too impatient so he knocked the door instead.
We all gave him the 'Really.  You couldn't of waited' look but he just shrugged not thinking much of it.

"My bad but she was taking forever to knock the door"
Instantly putting his hands in defence.
I just giggle at him then stumbled back a bit turning and realising the door was now wide open with a sleepy Robert.

"Hazel? Mom!"
I've got a lot of explaining to do...

Hope you enjoyed the story.
Sorry it was short.
The next chapter is going to be interesting without any spoilers I just want to say there is going to be a lot of drama so be prepared ...anyway please vote and comment💜💚💜💚xxx