All that you are, is all that I'll ever need

Feelings are growing

The bullet...ferit catched it. He fell on de lground in Seyrans arms. She didn't understand what happened, because everything happened so fast. " Ferit?" Her hand was covered with blood. Ferit smiled at her. " Ferit!" Seryan started to panic, her heart got an uncomfortably painful feeling that she had never experienced before, because she saw him lying there like this" Ferit are you okay"she said ... he tried to answer, but it was difficult.
" Yes" is what he whispered" As long as you are "
pelo dropped the gun and put her hands on her head " What did I do?" She whispered while biting her nails. This was not what she wanted to happen, this was not what she expected to happen, this was not what she planned. Ferit almost passed out" Ferit... ferit open your eyes" she hit his face softly to see if he was awake" " Ferit please open your eyes" seyran started to cry
" What did I do?. No fuck what did I do? " After that she run away. " I have to get away here" She run away leaving her gun there.

Seyran was crying looking for help......and That was when she saw Abi. He saw Ferit lying on the ground and run towards them. " Seyran what happened? Why is there blood on your hands and why is Ferit like this?" " I- I don't know either.. I.... " Ferit started to talk" Im okay don't worry about me" " We have to take him to the hospital" is what Abi said .he grabbed Ferit's arm and put it arround him and brought him to the car.

He was driving while Seyran and Ferit were sitting in the back... Seyran was crying and holding Ferit in her arms. While driving to the hospital Ferit passed out. Seyran started to panic. " Ferit... ferit open your eyes" " Ferit please open your eyes.... Abi what do we do now?" He looked in the front mirror" Calm down everytging will be fine" He was worried but didn't want to make Seyran even more scared.

They arrived at the hospital and Ferit was brought with urgently to a room. They put him in a bed and gave him air. Nobody was allowed to come into that room. Seyran was sitting there crying while Abi informed Ferit's parents. Seyran    Dint understand why it hurted so much. Why she was so worried about him, why she couldn't stand the thought of something happening to him. " what is happening to me, why do I feel like this" she started to face her feelings for Ferit slowly... she started to think about Pelo's words, about Pelo telling Her that Ferit was in love with her.  She started to smile automatically..

20 minutes passed and Ferit's parents came " Kizim are you okay? What happened?" They started to hug her and comfort her " I didn't understand it myself ... I - everything is my fault. Everything is my fault. If I didn't enter your lives this wouldn't happen" Ferit's mom started to hug her and comfort her " Ssst tamam kizim, nothing is your fault... everything will be okay please dont worry, " " Yes she is right kizim ferit will be fine. My son is strong!"

A while later.

Abi came to bring seyran some water" I don't want to thank you" " But seyran, you didn't eat or drink something this whole time, what if you faint" " Seyran kizim please drink something" she was too tense to be able to drink, he troat was closing as if someone closed it on purpose, even if she wanted she couldn't drink even a slurp of water"  while walking away Abi saw how worried she was about Ferit, it put a smile on his face, because he knew Ferit started to have feelings for Seyran, and seeing her starting to have feelings for Ferit made him happy.

1 hour passed..
The doctor came..
Seyran stood up and walked to the doctor " Doctor please tell me, is my son's life in danger?" Is what orhan said "

" We have to wait he is now in a coma, we have to grab some hope."  Can we at least see him?" " only 1 person can but not for a long time"  Ferit's parents looked at each other and understood both that it was not one of them that should be there but Seyran. " Seyran kizim, do you want to see him?" She was a little bit shocked they asked her to go. " I?" She started to stress a little bit because she felt guilty and didn't know what to tell him" uhm I.." Ferit's mom tried to comfort her " guzelim my son needs you, he needs to feel you there next to him in this hard time. Your presence will do him good" she said while nodding and smiling. So Seyran agreed.

Seyran entered the room where Ferit was. He had a  device that gave him oxygen and a few wires taped around his body. When Seyran saw him like that her heart broke even more. She sat on the chair next to his bed. The tears fel down again. She was holding his hand slowly. " Ferit? I hope you can hear me..." her tears kept falling down, but she could put a little smile on her face because she saw him " I can't even find the right words to say.. look Im sorry... Im sorry for being always so rude and annoying towards you, Im sorry for blaming you all the time, im sorry for everytime I told you that you destroyed my life and for cursing you.  You know when my dad told me suddenly that I had to marry you, my whole world collapsed. I had other plans, I had someone else I loved. At the beginning living with you was very unpleasant. I didn't even know you well. I... I was just so scared of everything that happened so fast. Thats also why I often took it out on you, but later on I saw that you actually are a good person and you actually care about your loved ones." She smiled and hold his hand even tighter " You know the first time when I actually started to change my thought about you... it was when you took me to my mother and sister, when you told me to tell you if I wanted to see them and that I didn't had to ask others for permission but ask you to bring me. It was so thoughtful and kind of you. I feel so bad for how I treated you and a feeling in me actually gets happy when I see you, but I didn't want to accept this feeling because it was a strange feeling I never had before and I was scared to accept it" then she looked at him and stood up to gave him a soft kiss on his forehead.she sat again "Please don't leave me, not now when I feel like I need you the most, please don't do this to me" she whispered. She laid down her had on his body and cried while touching his hand with her face. And thats when she felt his hand moving. Seyran couldn't believe it. Did she just imagine it or did he really move his hand. Then she sat up right " Ferit?" She said... he slowly opened his eyes. Then he took up the machine that gave him oxygen just to tell her " You won't lose me don't worry"

To be continued..