Always In Trouble

Nervous as always

So I'm 17 year's old and yet I'm single like seriously my friends have more than one boyfriend and here I am with nothing.

It's not like that I'm crazy bitch or witch or something

I'm not even dumb through or weird It's just I get nervous around people and if I say I'm ambivert than I think why I'm like this

My family is meh nothing to say there

But I am lucky in the field of friends got two best friend and they are nice but jerks sometime

So today is our class and I'm nervous cause there going to be new faces and all

I don't know why I'm freaking out it's not like they going to kill me or I humiliate myself or maybe I will do this.

So my room is clean and it's not big and all I have some books and my clothes and have few frames on wall that's it

And of course I love pets so I have a cat so you why am still single it explains

From my room you can see road and all

we are not that rich but my father os business man so he is quit good in cause I get gift from my father's Friend or business partners and I love it.we all love free gift

My mother is housewife but use to be a teacher but now cause of her health she quite her job

And lastly my brother God damn I hate him sometimes but he is crack head.

Monday
Aargh I hate Monday morning it's a head ache why there is no 5 days of weekend.
I sit up and staring in the celling for 10 minute until my mom came to check if am awake or not but to her surprise am up and wasting my time by staring at ceiling that I found quite amazing to look at it

"Are you sleeping with open eyes "

"What, no I was just-what the I was doing "

"Get ready or you will be late"

"Yeah" I lazily get up from my bed just to hit my toe to the freaking bed "shit oh my god it hurt hell it hurt so much" jumping on my foot I reached bathroom to complete my morning system

As I opened my door I was greeted by cockroach on the mirror and I'm scared Wil be a under statement and my need to pee is on the verge it's now or never,so as a sane person I chose to go in other bathroom... I'm not going to kill this creature right now what if it started to fly I don't wanna risk while I'm peeing

Now I'm ready to go before informing that to my father to kill that cockroach.

My school is not so far away it's just 15 minutes walk away.

And there I go not knowing where my class is I mean am in this school from kindergarten and yet I don't ask my friends where class is. Our school changes class according to how many students are in class so if it's above 40 than big class and if below than small class and I have no idea.

So I asked one boy that was passing by "where is 11th class do you known"
"Yeah come with me" okay I nodded my head and he asked "are you new student here" "oh no am so old here" wtf did I just said it like am ages old why I'm like this insulting myself.

He probably gonna think that I fail 10th time in high school or I'm weird

"Here" first person I spot is love of my life my bitch friends "thanks" he walked and sit in last bench what the he is in my class wow. This beautiful spices is in my class I'm blessed.

I walked over my friends while they were busy in arguing some thing.

"Hey alien" she turned and makes a relief face and said "hey I missed you monkey" while fake crying "Hoi Arin "
He makes a irritating face and "shut up,you witch bitch"

Wow he must have use a lot of time to make something like that I mean it's easy but not for him tho

We chat some time before principal called me. Everyone looking and me and one of our classmates said "Get ready for the wolf"

I just laugh it off and I started walking yo the principal office.

Principal said" your father got into an accident and he is right on in hospital nothing is serious he is already, but you can go home to meet your father if you want"

It takes time to comprehend what really happened and I just nodded I wanna see if really nothing is serious.

I run towards to my class and take my bag pack but teacher stopped me by saying "where are you going " I said it's emergency I have to go home"

Now I'm in front of my house and my father is also home by the time I reached but with an police officer...