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"uŕrrghhhhhhhhhhhhhgggghh" I say as I get up from bed already dreading the day as it's my first day back to work after getting struck by a fucking lightning bolt like how the fuck? I'm still sore but I'm ok in the end but also pissed how it changed my hair I was proud of its natural colour and poof! gone just like that although I have noticed my vision is getting better and doctors say that's normal well they think at least 😅
as I get ready to leave I feed my cat and head out the door dreading the day to come as I enjoyed my time off because just before this my coworker has started to flirt with me and is starting to creep me out a bit sending red flags and I've told him to fuck off many times but he just keeps coming back worse then ever, it is what it is not much I can do worst case I quit because I know managers and HR won't do shit as he has been here longer and is apparently more important even tho I don't see him do shit and just makes others do his work. its fucking annoying and it's unfortunate that many work places this tends to happen alot like for fucks sake just because they have been there longer doesn't mean they are better, and they wonder why the newer generation doesn't want to work or keeps quitting they have standards too and so do I, I just simply want to work in piece make enough money to pay bills and still have enough to treat myself you know? but for some reason that's too fucking hard these days.
on my way walking to work I wait at a set of lights its dark out already and the wind has chilled as it's almost fall now and i work a night shift at a chocolate factory weekends it's not bad but the fall and winter season can be eerie walking As it gets darker faster and no one in sight
the light changes and I start to cross not noticing the car speeding around the corner racing another and im already half way across as the one barely misses me speed by and the wind it creates knocks the air out of me startling me and unfortunately the next one doesn't barely hit me... it full on hits me and I'm sent flying into the ashfault and the worst part is they don't stop to check If im ok they just keep going, fucking assholes I think but before I can think of anything from the shock, pain hits me all at once and I'm sure my leg is broken and I think my one lung is collapsed as I can barely breath and there is so much blood, my blood everywhere and no one to save me there's no houses as I was near the highway so only closed shops near by and no cameras either it won't be till tomorrow someone would find me but I try to scream for help but nothing comes out I can't even speak I can't breath and I start to see dots and everything's going cold I place my hand over my lungs hoping I can relieve some of the pain as I just want it to STOP!
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I blink and look down the pain is actually gone and for a second I think I'm dead but look around it's still dark out and I'm still sprawled out on the pavement but there is no blood anymore and everything seems fine????? I'm soo confused as I sit up and try to stand but sit back on my bum as a wave of dizziness hits me
what the hell just happened................😵💫
Let's start over shall we 👇
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Earlier in the week......
What the fuck!!!! Did I just get struck by lightning???? I'm sure your confused as am I so let me take you back a few hours to explain how I got into this messed up situation...also hi I'm mona by the way mona le claire weird name right but I think it's cool it's the name I changed to from bionca harth mire once I hit 18 and was kicked out of foster care I used the initials of my so called guardian that abandoned me on a random strangers porch left with a note along the lines " I am unable to support my daughter please look after her with care M.L.C " almost right out of a movirle right? NOT! I didn't get my happily ever after and had a shitty child hood no movie romance, when I was a kid I'd dream of having a normal family its the only reason I used those initials other then that I have no care for who my bio family is I gave up that dream a long time ago and the name Bionca was given to me by the government randomly as I had no name when I was found
