Dying Alone (BEN x Reader)

Moving To Our New Home

I sat in the backseat of the car, bouncing after every bump we hit. today we were moving to (your choice of place). i didn't have a choice to come. my mother was making me and my younger brother both move. she didn't even let us have say. although, i can understand why she would want us to move. after all, who would want to live in a dead mans house? my father had just died. someone had murdered him. they had also taken his kidney. both of them. it must have been for a family member who needed one. but i was glad he was gone. i was glad i was the one who got to find him lying helplessly in the ditch. i had never liked him anyways. he had beaten me as a child and continued to do so until the day of his death. i remember one day, i was walking home from school and saw him beating y/b/n. i jumped infront of him. after all, he was only 3 years old. he could hit me and my mother as much as he wanted but then, he brought y/b/n into this. and that wasn't ok. i swore to myself then that i would never leave y/b/n alone ever again. and not once have i. (flashback ends). y/b/n's head hit the window after hitting a bump and it woke him up " perfect timing." my mom says. "we just got to the new house." she points out the window to a light grey 2 story house with windows in every corner.the yard was very big and had hedges around the corners. i have to admit, this was a nice house. a lot better than the one we had lived in before. " y/n, please take y/b/n into the house and set him in the living room. its the only room that has furniture until tomorrow." mom says looking at me, bags under her eyes. "ok." i say, holding back a yawn. i go to the trunk and pull out a couple of comforters and grab y/b/n. i walk up to the big white door and stick the key in. i slowly open the door and the smell of of cleaning supplies is the first thing i notice as i walk in.i set y/b/n on the smaller couch and lay a comforter on him. i then go lay on the medium sized couch and pull a comforter on me after laying a comforter on the couch were i would think mom was laying. i then slowly close my eyes and fall asleep.