Lynn's World

these walls.

If these walls could speak
The shit you'd hear would have you on your feet
These walls and the memories they carry
These walls they scare me
Cause they still have his memory

In the background, loudly on my iHome. Stay Ready (What A Life) by Jhene Aiko ft Kendrick Lamar played. I put my black and blue composition book away and thought 5 fucking sentences. I sighed and looked at the ceiling, I'm just not feeling myself today. I laid like a starfish on my bed with my large white T-shirt and red lace bra and underwear. "Why? Why God? Why did you make me love him?" I said aloud. A single tear was all that fell.

I slowly got up and wiped away the single tear. I looked on my phone at the weather. Low: 64 High: 95. I grabbed my fresh new white converses, red shorts, and a white crop top. The song changed to Trilldomo - Waiting. I got a text from Kai.

Kai: hey girl, are you finally going to answer my texts? I miss you, you can't stay in the damn house and cry all day.

Me: I'm sorry I haven't talked to you in a couple of weeks, I just haven't been myself . If you want we can do something. But I think my mom and her boyfriend have something to tell me later so I'll check.

Kai: We can hang out and watch a movie.. How about your place you got more food than my house.. Lol

Me: Ared bett lls

Now, All Things Go by Nicki Minaj started playing, signaling me that the Pink Print Album was beginning. I started putting on my clothes.