EERIE LOVE

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Two weeks have passed since I've promised to Jason that I would try my best to stay happy and for the most part I have. Although there's been a few minor incidents where I break down, but then I get right back up and talk to Jason to keep me company. But for the past few weeks I feel like I've been missing ѕoмeone and I realized ι мιѕѕ dylan.

From our conversations to just seeing him for the first time, he was quite honestly the most beautiful man I've ever seen. I get even more depressed just thinking about how I'm probably never going to see him again let alone talk on the phone again with him.

Especially considering these past two weeks Jason has literally been breathing down my neck. He claims to be "нelpιng мe wιтн мy depreѕѕιon" in reality he has nothing better to do and doesn't trust me enough to be alone. At least that's what he says but I think he's not leaving me alone anymore, because he's afraid that I'll commit suicide.

Currently Jase and I were watching Keeping Up With The Kardashians while laying on the bed cuddling, I was eхтreмely bored and I think Jason was bored to.

"I'm bored Jase" I said looking up at him

Jason let out a long sigh "I am to doll"

"So do you have anything in mind?"

"Of course but it's things that you wouldn't want to do with me" He said raising his eyebrows

"Jason what did you have in mind I might be open to it" I said completely oblivious to what he meant

"Really Lana?" Jason asked leaning in closer

"I mean yeah I'm bored"

"Oh ғυcĸ thanks doll"

Jason crouched over me while trying to suck the soul my of my neck and I realized exactly what he was try to do. But before I could even react Jason took off his shirt and continued doing what he started, I knew where this was going and I tried to push him off.

Jason was determined to continue but I had to object before he attempted to take off his pants. Not to mention he was getting to close for comfort with wandering hands.

"Jase.... Please" I whispered

"I'm not done yet" Jason said while reaching lower down my chest

"Jase!"

"What doll?!" Jason said in an irritated tone

"Please stop!" I said as I was on the verge of panicking

"No doll I'm almost done" Jason said trying to take off my shirt

At this point I was trying everything in my power to get him off of me, but nothing made him budge. Luckily he didn't go much further than getting my shirt off but this was still unacceptable considering I told him to stop.

"Jase please st-"

Jason collapsed on top of me and was breathing heavily with only his boxers on and I felt a part of him that I didn't want to feel. I tried scooting away from the sweaty and out of breath Jason but he still held on tightly and I wanted out of his grip.

"Are you still bored doll?" Jason said slowly calming down

"I can tell you aren't but I wasn't really enjoying it considering I told you to stop."

"You did?"

"Yes I did you even said that you were almost done"

"Sorry I wasn't really paying attention"

"Yeah I could tell"

"Doll were you scared that I would go further than I did?" Jason asked looking me dead in the eyes

"Ummm.... To be honest Jase, yes I was afraid that you were going to go further. That's why I tried to stop you before you went any further but you see how that turned out."

I looked down and realized I only had a bra on, I noticed Jason was looking to. I quickly put my shirt back on only to bring him out of his trance.

"Would you ever do more than just make out with me?" Jason asked in a serious tone

I held my breath at his words because I know that eventually I would tell Jason I love him; I really don't have much of a choice to spend the rest of my life with him so he already knew the answer to this question.

"I know Jase that there will come a time when we do more than 'making out' but that time will be aғтer you put a ring on it!" I giggled while doing the single ladies dance move

"Then you better hurry up and get to loving me" Jason laughed along

"So does that mean you've done 'it' before?" I asked already knowing the answer

"Yeah I have..... Do I regret it if that's what your asking? No not at all." Jason said sitting up

"Okay then I was just curious" I said trying to figure out a way to get out of this situation

"Doll have yoυ ever done 'it' as you call it?" Jason asked giggling but I could tell this was a serious question, and by his tone of voice I could tell he wanted to be my first and last

"No I haven't mostly because I'm not in a rush, and I just much rather wait until marriage. On top of that you could get pregnant and receive transmitted diseases and it's to risky. So I'll just wait until someone puts a ring on it." I said with a long sigh

"Do you want kids Lana?"

I was thrown off by Jason's serious questions, I couldn't really imagine Jason wanting to be a father. Plus I'm only eighteen I would want to wait until I'm at least twenty-five to get married and be married for two years before I have kids.

"To be honest I'm not really big on kids, I'm pretty awkward and children seems to think I'm weird and they don't like me. So I would prefer not to have kids, maybe one or two at the most. But do you want kids Jason?" I leaned in closer to Jason because I was interested in what his answer would be

"When the time comes and things have settled down then I wouldn't mind having a kid or two." Jason said nodding his head

"How old are you Jase?"

"21 why?"

"I'm just curious I mean eventually I'm going to fall in love with you, get married to you, and potentially have children with you. It would be nice to know your age." I said trying to laugh off a serious situation

"But those years will be the best years of your life doll" Jason said giving me a cheeky grin

"I really do hope so Jase, because you're all I have and I don't want to mess that up either"

Now all I had to do was wait gradually until I have an extreme case of Stockholm syndrome from the one and only Jason McCann.

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