Falling and Breaking.

First Love?

I woke up, it was a regular day. I took a shower and got ready for school. It's been a year now that i have got into this new school. I made a few friends here, they are all cool and stuff and yes unlike others i do love to go to school. "Chiya, hurry up" i hear my mom calling me. I get ready in a rush and leave for the bus stop.
I got in the bus and sat on my regular seat and few stops later a girl climb up in the bus, and she asked if she could sit beside me and i nodded. She sat down and instantly started a conversation "Hey, you are the new girl right?" I said "yes, how do you know me?" . "I met a classmate of yours she told me about you like you are all fun and stuff." I smiled. "By the way i am Khushi, it's nice to meet you." I shake her hand and said "Chiya, very nice to meet you." After that she talked for the entire rest of the bus ride and i kept listening. She surely is a talkative person.
After that we got of the bus and i got to know that her class is right beside mine. We are in the same standard just different section.
After the school was over she asked me for my no. And i wrote my no. On her hand and when i got home i got her text. "Hey, khushi this side." And i replied and we had a long conversation.
Still when i think of that time i never realised this girl was going to be my girlfriend in future.
We kept talking but we never discussed about our sexualities and i didn't thought I was attracted to her in that way. But talking to her was kind of comforting and i focused on her only. But then lockdown started and quit meeting because of quarantine. And in that time she confessed that she was in love with me the entire time, and then she felt awkward about it so she just cut the call and ghosted me for like 2 days.

I don't know why but it was bothering me too much i didn't wanted to loose her and i don't think i was sure about my sexuality back then so i called her and on the night of 17th september 2020, A day before my birthday.. yes what a way to ruin my birthday but i had no choices so i just called her and told her that i feel the same way and i wanted to date her and so she said yes and i was finally dating. A girl. Who was exact opposite of me. I wish i knew it before because it was going to be a disaster but a beautiful one.