I was awaken at 4:52 a.m lastnight after recieving a call from Paul saying something happened at Harry's flat. "I'll be over right away" I say and hang up not giving him anytime to answer before I slipped on some jeans and a sweatshirt. I ran down the hall and into my kitchen grabbing my car keys rushing outside and getting into my car. The whole ride my tears just wouldn't stop as I let my thoughts wonder. Anything could've happened. I parked my car on the street running out. Cop cars, ambulance and the boys' cars were all parked outside Harry's flat. There was a crowd blocking my view and the boys were all crying trying to answer questions to the cops. I was so scared as to what I would see. I walked to where the boys were wiping my tears, "what happened?" I ask shakily dreading the answer, they all looked up to see me. Sadness and gloom filled there eyes, "y/n -" one of them started, but noticed I stopped paying attention as my eyes were glued to something else. I couldn't believe it. There he was, Harry being pulled away in a garter by the ambulance. My hearing just stopped working, all I heard was the sirens on the ambulance and cop cars. Everything seemed to be going painfully slow as I watched my love being carried away. "Harry!" I screamed starting to run, but I was pulled back by Paul and a cop. "(y/n)!" Paul said trying to hold me back. "Let me go! (h/n)!" I screamed my tears now flowing faster than a river stream and my screams louder than the sirens blaring. As he was put in the back I gave up on trying. "No.." I cried dropping to my knees, I was sobbing uncontrollably shaking. The boys sat around me comforting me in a group hug crying with me as well. We were now at the hospital in the waiting room. Zayn and Liam pacing back and forth biting there nails out of nervousness and scardness wondering, HOPINg, if their bestfriend had made it. Niall and I were a slump on the floor crying our hearts out. Harry looked so pale and lifeless as the ambulance had carried his bloody body away. He was still living though the doctors told us once we had arrived and they'd do their best to save his life. The police wouldn't tell us what happened either making it hard for us hope, but we had too. We will. "You may see him now.." The doctor said solemnly and gloomly, not making eye contact with any of us. we all got up slowly and shakily holding one anothers hand following the doctor to Harry's room. "I'll leave you all alone for awhile.." He says before leaving the room shutting the door behind him. Harry groaned moving around in pain as he did so. "Harry" I say going to his side, but carefully. "He opened his eyes just a bit. After a few more minutes he finally opened them. "(y/n)?" he asked and I nodded, "yes Harry" I reply. "I'm cold.. And tired." he says closing his eyes. "hi boys" he says greeting the boys that now gathered around his bed. "hey mate" Zayn greets him kneeling down just like rest of us. "I can't stay.." Harry says and I break down at the thought of my love leaving me for good. Harry turns his head slowly and careflly to face me, he slowly brings his large hand up to my face cupping my cheek using the pad of his thumb to wipe away my tears. "shh love, don't cry.. It'll only make this harder.. you know I would love to stay if I can.." he says barely above a whisper. I take my tiny hand to hold his to my face. "Then don't go.. You can do this, I know you can. You just gotta.." I trail off, but can't finish my sentence because there is nothing he can do.. "I love you.." I say and he slightly smiles nodding, "And I love you.. I love all of you.." He says and the boys nod, "We all love you to mate" Liam says and Harry turns back to me. "(y/n) please remember I love you.. I want you to move on.. For me. stay strong just like the girl I know you are. even though I may not be here in general I'll always be here, just not here. I'll always be watching over you.. all of you.. I need you boys to carry on living your dreams as well as you (y/n). don't stop doing what you love just for some boy you had lost. everyone loses somebody, right?" he aks and we nod. I bite my lip and choke down my sob closing my eyes tightly. "but your my boy.." I say barely above a whipser, Harry leans over to kiss my forhead, "and your my girl.. My girl who will continue to live and lve her dreams.. Promise me you will stay?" He asks and I shake my head, "please.." he begs, This was hard for me to do, but I nod locking my pinky with his. "good.." he says kissing my lips. His lips were soft, but no longer warm or pink. They were cold and blue. "Let’s dance in style, Let’s dance for a while. Heaven can wait we’re only watching the skies, hoping for the best, but expecting the worst. Are you gonna drop the bomb or not? Let us die young or let us live forever. We don’t have the power but we never say never. Sitting in a sandpit. Life is a short trip.The music’s for the sad man.." Harry sang in his angelic voice quietly as the boys hummed along. I could feel him slipping away from me as his voice bcame lower with evey word. "I love you.." He says before the monitor beside his bed went straight and the beeping noise was replaced with his voice. His hand fell form my face. The doctors rushed in pushing us out of the room, but I fought back. "LET ME SEE HIM!" I screamed. I didn't get to say my goodbye, I didn't get say I love him..Zayn stared blankly at the wall while Liam hekd Niall crying on the floor. Louis looked so sad and gloom, Zayn had finally broke down. him and Louis pulled me in for a hug, minutes later I heard Louis' cries too. I couldn't take it anymore. It has only been minutes after he passed and I already miss him more than anything. I broke from the hug and ran, I ran down the stairs and out the doors. the cool air hitting my face almost immediatly, it was as if the whole world was sad. Rain drops poured down fast and hard, just in case any of theboys had followed which they did I ran faster down the street. I heard their footsteps get nearer. "y/n" I heard him whipser. I stopped and looked around. "Don't do this.." he says now standing in front of me. The boys stopped behind me, but didn't say or do anything. I wonder if they could see him too, or they just thought I was crazy talking to thin air, but I wasn't he was right there. "I can't stay.. You've left me.." I whisper stepping closer. He takes my hand in his, but I pull away slowly. "I'm coming.." I whisper, but before the boys could stop me I step into the street before everything fades slowly and I open my eyes to the thing I dreaded most. the hospital.. I had failed.. Harry was at the back of the room staring right at me with sadness and hurt in his eyes before he fades.
I woke up sweating and panting. "(y/n) what's wrong, love?" Harry asks sitting up, "your crying, love" he says, but I ignore him and attack him in a hug. "Please never leave me?" I ask ina whisper. "Out of the question.. Never" He says and kisses me. "I love you" I sa and he smiles, 'I love you too." He says, "sing me to sleep please?" I ask and ne nods as we get settled back into bed, but this time I close the space between us and cuddle into him while he strokes my hair and starts to sing.
It was all just a nightmare.. I say and fall asleep listening to the sound of Harry's voice.
