The following day I woke up to the sound of knocking on my door "Y/N are you awake? come on it's time to go!" I got up to find my clothes for the day. out of laziness, I put on black baggy jeans and white shoes with a black shirt with white emojis on them I run down into the car, wow am I really that lazy or am I just dull as usual? but me being the classic black girl there maybe I am boring on the inside. "so what's the rush? there was no practice today" Jimin sat up and spoke, "did you hear about the performance?" I froze and looked up at him with a scared face "what performance...?" they told me everything about the late performance and I start having a mental breakdown. what the fuck I was only here for a day and yet they already want me to perform?! how! I can't even keep up with them at all! "um is there a chance that I can sit this one out? yea I dont wanna dance or sing"
the boys looked shocked "what why you cant just chicken out now you have to try to see how you like it" as v said to me holding my hands everyone started begging me to dance with them but I just need some time to work with myself. i still went to dance practice that day but I was still nervous about the whole performance thing and how my outfit will be, why did I have to perform in this stupid performance anyway I'm only a day new into this group. the expect me to sing a song way over my dance grade but I can at least try to dance to the song" ok how far is the performance" as I look at v he looks back at me "Nov 20th so a few weeks" welp looks like I don't have a choice "fine ill do the performance but just know I might now move as fast if I have to wear a skirt".
i practiced as hard as I can with the boys and by the time I can keep up with them it was nov 19th and I was getting my outfit fitted in my own dressing room. i sat down in the chair as jimjin came in to chat with me."hey, you ok?" i turn to him with tears in my eyes "i don't wanna do this...." as the people left me and jimin alone he keeps trying to cheer me up for the longest "i just cant jimin...*sniff* i don't wanna perform I'm not strong enough to do this!" jimin held my hands in his and got on one knee "hey hey look at me...." i look at him in the eyes as he fixed my makeup "you can do this when you walk on stage just start dancing and you'll be just fine". i trusted jimin well more than i did with anyone at that, the day of the performance came i stood backstage with them and started panicking till jimin held my hand and i calmed down.
*thank you jimin i just wish you knew how i felt.....*
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the 8th member (F! Y/N x BTS members)
Roman d'amourYou won the final round of your K-pop audition after moving to south Korea but what you did not know is what group you were put into! the boss put you into BTS as the 8th member but you are the only female will you make it as an idol lets find out
