In A Heartbeat

Chapter 12

Kane

Last night, for the first time after having intimate time with a woman I felt no guilt, no post clarity.

If love feels like fire, I feel like she ignited the flames in me from the moment I met her. She gives me a new sense of livelihood. As a man, it's not much I understand about women but I understand Ezra. She makes me question the world, but that same world I would destroy for her.

Some might say that I've fallen for her too fast that it doesn't even feel genuine. Perhaps they are right, maybe...it won't last. For now, I know with my heart that it's Ezra , Ezra is what I need. I want to protect her from any kind of danger. So, the day has come to use my advantages. I'll do what I can, so I can enjoy Ezra in my life as comfortably as possible.

It was 8:30 in the morning, the sun lit up the room. It created this surreal heaven-like sight. The rays of sunlight romantically cut through certain areas. I looked over to Ezra who slept and looked like an Angel. A ray of sunlight shone highlighting her cheek and lips. I gently touched her cheek and gave her kiss, soft enough to not wake her. I suddenly I found myself unable to stop myself from continually kissing her, I placed kisses on her forehead , nose , chin and back to her cheek. Her arm was latex next to her and her hand close to her head. I took her hand and kissed that too. She began to stir a little and I got still. I finally got up and went to shower.

I let the water run over my head making my hair cover my sight. My hair was getting too long. I tilted my head back and let the water plummet on my face. I kept getting flashbacks from the night before, I felt a smile rise across my face thinking about how Ezra looked and sounded. She is enough to drive a man to his death willingly. She's something addictive. I don't want to have to leave her here alone after that night we had but I had to do this for her.

When I got out of the shower , I seen her awake and staring into the abyss. I wondered what she was thinking about. I dried my hair with a separate towel and I leaned over the side of the door and just watched her.

" You're so beautiful" I suddenly say. Throwing myself off guard.

She snaps out of her daze and her attention is drawn to me. She looks me up and down.

" What?" I say.

She gets up and makes her way over to me not even saying a single word. I liked it.

" You look so good fresh out of the shower, it makes me feels things" she says and she tippy toes a bit to reach me and kisses me. I smiled.

" Awe shucks, me? I do that?" I say jokingly and I push her head.

" Hey !" She exclaimed. And hits my arm. I just laugh at how adorable she is.

" How'd you sleep?" I ask her.

She rolls her eyes.

" I slept great" she smiles as she seemed like she was recalling what went on last night in her mind.

" Care to tell me what made it so great?" I ask her as I drop my towel and put on a clean pair of boxers I brought with me.

" Let's not recall the sins we committed last night" she says and covers her face in embarrassment.

" Do you regret it?" I ask. I walk over to her and removed her hands from her face.