I remember feeling like the luckiest girl in the world. I felt like one of those Disney princesses I was obsessed with watching. I still am. I remember telling all the teachers how you kissed my cheek and telling your brother one day I'm gonna marry you. I said a lot of things when I was 5. Some things don't exist to me anymore but some things felt like they just happened yesterday. I remember laughing and screaming when we played it. Others tried to play with us but we never let them. It was just me and you. I wish I remembered the parts that don't exist but I don't. I wish I could say I miss you when I barely remember you. My memories with you are starting to fade like a scar but I can't pick it for it to stay. I wish you were still here. Sometimes I think of what could happen if you were. Maybe my silly crush would have turned into real feelings but it wouldn't have worked since I 'like everyone' now. Besides I'm 15 and you're still 5.
