Lalisa Love Me (HunLisa Fanfiction)

19: FANMEET

19: FANMEET
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L I S A

"Who wants to come with me to an exo fan meet? I got two tick--"

"Me!"

I even lifted my arm as I turn my body to look at Rosé who just entered the living room. She is a very successful fan girl of exo that she can buy each merchandise, album, and tickets to every concert and fan meet. She would only buy one extra ticket because she knows that she could only asked one out of the three of us to come.

Rosé's brows arched at me. "Okay..? You sound so excited?"

My eyes widened a fraction from her sudden blurted question. I do? Well, I'll see my boyfriend at their fan meet! Who wouldn't be excited?

But.. my members.. Rosé isn't aware of that.

I scratched the back of my head. "I feel so bored so.. I got excited that I finally got to do something today?"

We are having a week break because the last few days has been hectic for us. Training, recordings, interviews. I felt so drained and my only energizer is when I get to video call my boyfriend till I fell asleep at night.

I grabbed a hoodie and a pair of black shades and face mask as I got out of the dorm with Chae.

"It's the first time that you wanted to come with me.. to an exo meet." She stated.

I shrugged my shoulder. "I told you I'm bored so.."

It felt like it's getting harder and harder to avoid Chaeyoung's suspicion. She's the one who knows that I am connected with Sehun because I brought her to that lunch date. She hadn't tease me or asked me since then, but I can feel that she's waiting for me to tell her.

She's my best friend out of all my co-members. I do want to tell her..

I don't know what's going to happen if someone will know.

I trust Chaeyoung, I trust my members. It's just, it's me. My mind often overthink about what would happen if..? Would she be happy? She's a fan of Sehun.. even though Sehun is not her bias, would she be happy for us? Would the exo-l and blinks be happy? Or would we be hated for being together?

Would they break us apart?

My mind always gets ahead of what's currently happening infront of me that I can't help but take extra precautions. I want Sehun. I treasure Sehun. Sehun is the person that is making me happy right now.

I don't want him to be taken away from me. 

I didn't know, it will feel like this when I experience that thing called love. That I would want to be secretive.. even to my closest friend. I felt so selfish.

Because I know, if fans would hate this, it's not just my name that would be tainted. Both Blackpink and Exo too.

Thus, I can't tell Chaeyoung.

"Where did you get that hoodie?" She asked.

We fell in line. The line is long. There are lots of fangirls, even fanboys, waiting in line to have a chance and meet their idols. So this is what it felt like huh? I felt excited!

How would Sehun react if he saw me? I bet he'd be surprised!

"Did you buy it?" Rosé asked and I turn to look at her, she pointed at the hoodie I'm wearing. "You have the same hoodie as Sehun."

I blinked.

I looked down at the hoodie I'm wearing only to realize that it's the hoodie that Sehun brought me!