I wake holding my arm, I look down and I see stray cuts as I look at them slowly one at a time tears fall. I grab a wet washcloth and slowly clean up all the dried blood that was left on my wrist. I went to my closet and found a long sleeve shirt with navy blue and white strips, and some super skinny, skinny jeans and some black and white converse. I look back down at my scars and realized how bad the cuts were. I pulled my sleeve down and held on to it with my finger tips as if holding on to it for my life. I went Down stairs and grabbed the box of lucky charms and poured it into a small bowl with milk.
"Morning honey, how's your morning?"
I heisted but I managed to get the words out without making it suspicious.
"F-fine mom I was just thinking of my homework and making sure I did it all."
"Alright Hun I have to go to work so I won't be back for 2 weeks and your dad is coming with me ok so you can have some friends over but no party's and stuff ok just make sure to clean up" my mom said eyeing me.
"Yeah and no boys" my dad said in a serious voice.
They gave me hugs and kisses and went on there way, I'm not very fond on the idea of being home alone but I think I can handle it.
I honestly don't want to go to school today but I have no choice so I grab my bags and head out the door, but first I have to text Luke so he can give me ride considering I just saw my bus drive past my house.
Hey can you pick me up the bus just drove past my house- Alyssa
Uh yeah sure why not I'll be there in 5-LukeFinally he gets here and we drive off to school, Luke looks down and see my cuts and his smile turns into a frown.
"What the hell Alyssa I thought you quit!?"
"I did but I couldn't take it anymore Luke I didn't know what to do!"
"Well you sure as hell didn't have to do that!!"
"Well I'm sorry but last time I checked your supposed to be my best friend but instead you criticize me when you did it to!" I said pointing to his arm and he looks down at it and then looks at me. "What do you think I wouldn't see!"
"I know I did it and I'm not proud but I'm only yelling cause it hurts me like it does you I don't want you to be hurt and your right I'm not acting like a friend right now but that's just because I love you and yeah maybe even more then a friend but is that such a shock to you" there was a long silence...."didn't think so Alyssa!"
The rest of the car ride to school was complete and utter silence and yeah I hated it!Authors note
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Self harm// Luke Hemmings
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