sorry, i'm not sorry || hyungwon monsta x fanfic ||

15.

nari laid back on the couch her eyes gazing up at the ceiling as she tried to catch her breath, from the pure moments of ecstasy she just encountered. she knew she wanted this so badly craved this connection from him and she finally had it.

he laid against her kissing her temple ever so gently before gently pulling away and hearing a whimper softly escape from her swollen slips at the sudden emptiness of intimacy. he reached over grabbing the blanket to cover her carefully before pulling on his boxers. leaving her in the room that was lit by the city lights from outside.

her eyes fluttered closed, realizing that this was what she so badly needed. even though it made her no better than kang. she desperately wanted hyungwon and here she had him.

he comes back removing the blanket kneeling next to her on the couch and carefully cleaning off the remains of what just happened seconds ago, with a warm wash cloth. he placed gentle kisses on her body as he cleaned her off.

he went back to take the rag to the bathroom, then came back. laying next to her wrapping his arms around her body. he pressed his lips to her forehead. "are you ok?" he wanted to make sure she was ok. that he didn't take advantage of her. he recalled so badly wanting to do this, that one drunken night. but she was too drunk, so he stopped her.

he knew he reassured her every few minutes asking for her consent. not wanting to continue unless she wanted to.

she nods her head, "yeah." she whispers. "hyungwon?" he pulls back to look into her eyes that were still swollen from earlier events, "i've never felt this way before." she honestly says to him.

hyungwon couldn't help but smile, couldn't help but feel happy with her words. he couldn't help but come back to his realization that she was made for him. "neither have i nari." he whispers back to her. he kisses her lips lightly. "i've never felt this way towards anyone."

she wasn't ready to say it but she knew they mutually unsay and where they stood. where this was headed. "i'll leave him." she says after some minutes of quietness. "i don't love him."

and he knew that. he knew that it was completely true. that she no longer had feelings for the man who pushed her into his arms. that he was somewhat grateful for kang and micha's affair, because if they had never done it, him and nari wouldn't have became closer. they wouldn't be here together. they wouldn't have fallen for each other. "i know, babe." he kisses her head softly. running his long fingers against her soft skin. her head resting on his chest. "get some rest ok? you have a dress fitting in the morning."

she nods closing her eyes gently, eventually falling asleep, in the comfort of his arms.

and hyungwon couldn't help but watch how she slept. how comfortable she slept in his arms. truly he cared so much for her. he knew he'd never did what her husband did to her. he now was fully devoted to nari.

he carefully carried a half asleep nari to the room he had his temporary bed set up in. he laid her on it and carefully placed blankets on her, climbing in next to her.

"hyungwon," she mutters in a sleepy tone.

"yeah na?" he gently turning his body to face her.

she opens her arms as he rolls into her arms as they hold each other. she looks up at him, "are you happy?"

"really happy nari," he whispers as he leans in gently kissing her forehead. "are you happy?"

she nods, "very happy," she smiles as she leans upright to kiss his lips.

they break away from each other and eventually switch into a position where he was lying on his back and nari was lying on his chest.