A SKY FULL OF STARS

Taehyung was wandering around like a lost puppy and he found peace in it. He was walking through different roads taking different turns and twists....he was just going where his feet were taking him. Maybe he thinks he can get rid of all his problems by doing this. Maybe...just maybe he thinks he can forget about the biggest of fights he has had with his drunken dad..  maybe he might be able to forget the loss of his mother that eats him alive every minute of the hour by taking a walk through the unknown alley. Maybe he can forget about all the comments he recieves from everyone reminding him of how worthless and useless he is....maybe he could just find peace even for a while here......

It was getting darker and darker by the hours passing. But he was finding it too calming to return back to where he belonged....he even started questioning if he actually belongs where he thinks he does belong......and as deeper his mind was taking him, he was jolted from his waves of thoughts by someone's annoyingly gorgeous laugh.....taehyung being in an alien alley all by himself this late at night should have been spooked by this......but somehow he was keeping his cool pretty well.....not only was he not scared but was extremely annoyed by the fact that his own short lasting moment of soothing and comforting himself was broken and taken away. Taehyung was beyond pissed. He started searching for the source of the sound....the sound seemed to be coming from the next turn he was about to take. And when he hurriedly reached there he saw a boy sitting in the middle of the road looking at the sky and mumbling to the stars. Wierd was what came first in taehyungs mind. As he walked to where the guy was, he concluded that the anonymous must be drunk to be this stupid to be in the middle of the road talking to nothing but the stars. He slowly reached nearer and called for the man in front of him. As soon as the man heard taehyungs voice he turned around and smiled at him. He wasnt even ashamed or embarrassed. He was simply smiling at him. But what taehyung noticed was that his eyes looked familiar.....his eyes looked like his own....it hid a lot of pain...his eyes wanted to cry but was afraid of breaking.....so was trying their best to hold back the tears. Taehyung felt like he was looking at his own reflection on a mirror. Taehyung couldnt form any words nomore. But the latter did it for him. He asked if taehyung wanted to come and join him. Taehyung knew he shouldnt be talking to a random stranger in the middle of nowhere specially given the fact that this man infront of him seems more lost than him. But something in taehyung couldnt resist the older man infront of him. Taehyung silently went and sat next to him. "I am jungkook. Nice to meet you here in a sky full of stars." "Taehyung" taehyung simply said with no emotions even though jungkook's voice was internally melting him. Jungkook looked at him and smiled again. Taehyung couldnt hold back and blurted out "your smile is the most beautiful smile ive ever seen". Jungkooks eyes became teary. "Oh...those were her last words...my mom's". Taehyung felt his pain....who else would know..taehyung thought. He slowly rubbed circles behind kooks back. Jungkook looked up at the sky again and said "i do believe in the fairy tale where people become stars after they leave the earth".......taehyung stayed quiet. Comforting wasnt what taehyung was good at because he never knew how it worked. "I am sad" he said again. This time taehyung replied "me too". They remained silent after that.......just taehyung holding jungkook in his arms looking at the sky and stealing glances now and then.both missing their moms and thinking about all the tiring things the world had to offer. Both drowning in the sorrow but letting it out alteast for a short span of tym. And atleast today they have each other to talk to. They didnt actually talk. But their eyes deceived them and shared their stories. They are complete strangers but they have shared a lot today and taehyung felt like this was gonna last forever.

Thinking ten minutes back to where he first met jungkook, jungkook was drunk......but so was he.....they were both drunk in their own sorrows and was too stubborn to open up. Even if they prefer to bottle things up...they both wish to meet each other on an alley way in a sky full of stars next tym when one of them will be feeling blue and gray.